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What's on my mind?

life here at Kalaikunda is fine. dont worry mum.. :) i'm well taken care of.. there's enough to sleep, eat and play. haha..

first weekend in India tomorrow. but for the first time in many years, i ponder what to do. there's really nothing much to shop over. i went to their so-called "Orchard Rd" yesterday but find just a few provision shops open.. probably sports.. but i guess i've got more time to reflect on myself and everything than just sports..

the fact is, every night i would question myself, what's really on your mind, Joey? i often realize my answers are the same, especially when "True Friends" camp in thailand ended last month. it felt like yesterday everytime i look at the photos taken.

the seeds then i've planted in these kids actually showed signs of fruits growing out.. it enlightens me all the time when i look at them, or their photos taken with them.. labour is slow but it's actually quite worth it.. though many might not remember you, but then, you got to keep on trying and not give up.. and though i fear rejections, God has always been merciful to guard my fragile heart.. and i say to myself that no matter what obstacle i face, i will never stop what God wants me to do.. perserverance, that makes us mature..

and next, those st anne's kids came to my mind.. having attended their concert just a couple of days before my departure to india, they warmed my heart when i hear them calling out my name.. it was touching when they still remember you though you MIA for more than half a year.. i tried to make full use of the opportunity given to spend time with them, photograph together, chat and play, though i was suppose to be on duty for the school.. i cant describe the feeling to step into the school again.. it's just more than amazing.. i knew at the back of my head that it would propably be the last time i see those kids.. ironically, i felt blessed to see them once again despite many failed attempts to be part of the concert audience.. Isaac, Joshua, Verel, Gremio, Timothy, Nichole.... the list goes on and on... they played a part in making history in my life.. never to be forgotten, i wish all of you the best in future.. you may be many but i would try my very best to remember you all, name by name..

hmm, i started playing some games on facebook, knowing that i may have enough time to earn and build many things during this period of stay.. but nothing beats the Drama i can watch on my com.. haha..

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