in actual fact, sometimes, even the waves wont always be calm..
but i know no matter how long or hard i endure,
the storm will always come to an end..
and i truely saw the beautiful things in life..
and tasted the wonderful fruit i've planted since i met you..
seriously, it's been a while since i felt so much for somebody..
and i am grateful that i can see the many colours in life you've brought upon..
although i get hurt easily at times,
but i know that these are signs that i cared and loved too much..
sometimes, i wonder if you felt that too..
and in my cup, God's blessings overflows..
and i will do all i can to fill yours too..
everything i felt was real..
everytime i held your hand, i knew i could do more for you..
everytime i hugged you from the back, i knew you deserve more than other children..
life is unfair.. but angels are real..
they are there to balance things..
and i hope that i did enough..
i feel your struggles.. and i hear your cries..
and i wished i could carry your burdens together with you..
and to give you a hope..
cuz when everything fails, everyone voids..
i'm here.. here to stay, and here to shelter..
under my wings, i will protect you..
no, i wont.. no i will never..
the ceasing of my unconditional love..
even when i shut my eyes, you presence felt..
my small little dreamland open doors for you..
i know it is you..
be it in the cave of fire, or by the green pasture..
it's not you i'm against.. it's the behaviour..
but you, i shall love...