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Joey Choo
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Friday, November 30, 2007
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ENLISTMENT DATE

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good:
i can celebrate my 21st birthday (grand)
can celebrate my darlings bday (sotaro, johanan, gawain, etc)
can go thailand
can take licence

any other thing?

money?
zzz

birthdays

28th Nov 2007



this will be a birthday post to 2 person...



first, my very deareat kid whom i used to teach in PAP kindergarten this year from march till may. the only reason why i remember, or i should say never forget his birthday is because it's the same as my very good friend's birthday.

to my one and only,

<3 Ong Yi Loong <3
he was my reason why i woke up early to go and teach every march-till-may-weekday morning.. i really miss him, sooooooooooooo much...



next...

all the way down east,

Miss Chen~

<3 Lydoublenedoublete <3

though when said your age it doesnt seem pleasing to the ears, but your inner self will forever be youthful and beautiful...

no matter how you look, you are always my good friend...


yes... i'm serious... no matter how you look... (:

Happy Birthday to both!

Wednesday, November 28, 2007
all to Jesus

firstly, to all who reads my blog often, sorry for the long absence.


i guess this would be a very long post, but i promise to minimise the use of words and more photos so that i wont lose you halfway the post.

for the past few days, it was amazingly yet indescribably awesome. i'm just grateful and appreciate everything that had happened. all to Jesus...
last week, i met my boy on monday, on tuesday and that's where i stopped in my previous post... now, wednesday, i was troubled as to go to school to see him or to wait for him at the bus stop. in the end, bus stop was my choice, and it was good! hahaha


Friday

i met him... long story and i guess i can do without explaination...
blessed to have him 4 days a week!!

Saturday

it was another 2 kids that made my day... i was invited to nic's birthday party cum bbq...


i took my blades there and so did nic... and we went for blading at night after food... it was great!!! at least i dont need to like wait for him on many occasions because he once learn blading and he can blade quite well too... and we went very fast!!

then, i continue to skate while he played his new skate board...

great and wonderful day!!

monday
was one of my greatest days... sunday night, about 1030pm, i received a call from my dearest so so... and he thanked me for an invitation to my house for lunch and said they would come by by half past noon... at first, i was like "WhAT!?" because i didnt prepare and buy any ingredient since i have yet to receive their reply, be it email or phone call the previous few days... but on the other hand, i thank God for this wonderful opportunity...

woke up - 830am
went to NTUC to buy ingredient - 910am~10am
cook soup, rice and frying - 10am ~ 1030am
cut, slice, chop, prepare - 1030am ~ 1130am


all the ingredient, preparing to cook...
anyway, i started frying my fried rice at about 12noon and i was already behind time... with the garnishing and all, i was already late... i havent finish cooling his favourite luncheon meat, i havent make drinks... i was so stress la... and then, at about 1240, i looked out of the window, the kids alighted the bus and were at the bus stop with their maid... i ran down and meet them... brought them up my house and asked them to help lay the plates and bowls, spoons and forks, prepare and pour the drinks... and there! happily seated to start a meal...

end product!! made with love~ kids + maid
cheers!~!
i really thank the maid for helping with the washing... i love to cook, to eat but hate to wash up... hahha.. and it was great that she washed it without me asking or requesting.. haha..

we spent most of the time watching st anne's previous concerts graduation and playing basketball... hahah...

at about 4 plus, i received a phone call.. it was nic... he asked me to go blading with him at about 5plus... it was by God's grace that these was so planned... my boy has to leave by 5pm... so by then, i walked them down, bidded and kissed goodbye, i then went home to change and got ready to go blading...


i was so blessed... thank you for everything...


here's my champion!!! (: *love*

give thanks
with a grateful heart...

Wednesday, November 21, 2007
time of my life

monday


i went CMPB to get my pes downgraded... i am now a Pes C1 L2... however, it was so annoying to know nothing about my enlistment dates... sorry guys, as far as both you and i want to know the dates, i'm still clueless about it...

then, i went compass point, purpose was to borrow some books i've been looking for... it was about 10 when i reached... library opens only at 11am... shagged~ i went around shopping around closed doors... then, i realized there's Missy Donut with less than 5 people queueing... so, i joined in the fun... i then remembered that they have a promotion of buy-one-get-one-free for the first 10 customers... yeah~ because i was the 7th customer... in total, i bought 24 donuts at a cheap price... cool~


anyway, went to st anne's and i saw him... i just cannot describe how 幸福 it was to see you... i tried so many times to just stand at a distance to watch you but you seemed to be a stronger magnet now, attracting me with such great force that i cannot resist but to be "magnetized" by you...


he was wearing an apron... i'm not! ha

..while waiting for his maid's arrival..

i was blessed that his maid came late... i then offered him a donut and he was glad to have one... and i said "one donut cost a kiss" and there, a willing peck on the cheek... haha..

i left st anne's about 10mins after he left and to my blessings, i saw him again at a bus stop behind my block... oh, i tell you, it was a time of my life... he had another of my donut, and got one for his maid as well... i went home and changed after that and as i came back, he was still there... i sat there, with him in my arms, with nose rubbing mine, with my mind praying that the bus would come rather slowly... i really did not want to let go, even when it was time to go... and when he boarded the bus, he quickly sat at the front seat and waved to me... i ran, stupidly and involunteerily without hestitation after the bus till it drove out of my sight... but even when i closes my eyes, he's never out of sight...

at the bus-stop after i went home to change


tuesday

i was invited to a barbeque in st anne's because one of the father(priest) is going to leave the centre... it was another excuse to be able to see him, spend time with him, talk to him... as i walked in the door step, i saw him having his class already... so, i went ahead to help start the fire... here and there, i will peep through a window glass to see him and the very first time i peeped, he looked at me and smile... that smile with really make me melt even when i am an ice in the freezer... he waved, i waved... *love*

i said, "your shirt looks like the table cloth" and it was true... i kept laughing...

didnt have much time with him, other than a few moments squating beside him, to look at him, to talk to him, to disturb him with jokes, to let him hold my hands, to touch his hair, to hug him before he leave... then, back to barbeque...

i bought the magic cube and tried doing it, after remembering what lynnette has taught me the previous day... and gosh, i took a pathetic 7 hours to complete it!!! i've got witness because they was with me the entire 7 hours, just cracking my head and doing!!! poor them because i've neglacted them so much... i started at 8pm and was done with it at 3am!! ahhh!!! but good... i felt good after that... yes!!
i want every day with you
while You are with me every day
that's 幸福 to the fullest

Sunday, November 18, 2007
loved

i just cant describe the feeling of seeing you, especially when you smile at me... you made me stutter... haha... it's been a long time since i can hug you from your back and just hear you talk... just that few seconds means a lot to me... moreover, it's just once a week i see you... i cant tell you how much i appreciate and treasure the time together... though i desire more, i know every second with you means blessing... it's really priceless... *loved*

*!~my precious boy~!*
keep smiling
because
that makes me keep smiling too

Friday, November 16, 2007
last day

today was the last day of school for many children, as well as my last day of work in st anne's church kindergarten.

if you ask me how do i feel?

i would say, truly blessed...

all the priceless memories, the love, care, concern, sacrifices, countless...

anyway, my class had a pyjamas party and i wore a jap-alike robe... or is it rope? hahaaah...

this is my favourite photo... Ethan J. and I... i realized i like kids with very tiny eyes when they smile... hahaha...
Marco and I
the only nice photo i had with him today.
~!dearest!~
us in pyjamas. the two girls in uniform are sotaro's sisters.
~"boyfriends"~
the last class photo
some of the nicer photos

dont want to write too much about the happenings... chatted with many parents and i was glad to receive many positive comments. all the normal "i miss the children", you all should know... yes, i do... but i am very sure you do not know how much i will miss them... >.<

anyway, after the whole party, i took some photos with some of the teachers. i forgot to take with my own class teachers! oh nooo...

then, we became cranky and we played around with classroom equipment.
* funny*

your hugs,
your kisses,
your nose-rubbing,
your smile.
how can i not miss you all?
will you miss me?

pap concert 07

i went to my ex-centre's year-end graduation cum concert yesterday. that, i would say was something i really look forward to...
as the show kicked off, i saw once of my kids i taught came out and spoke on behalf of all the 9 centres and i was so touched... *proud*
and when it's time for my children to dance, wow, i tell you, i was amazed... it was an eye-opener and everything was awesome... the choreography, the costume, the dancers, all very eligant... i almost cried lah~~~...
the theme of this concert was about the difference dances from different countries.. and my kids had china and japan... the others involved mexico, usa, korea, phillipines, thailand, malaysia and spain... it was really nice...

after the concert, i left the auditorium before the children were dismissed. upon reaching the top by stairs, someone called "teacher joey?" and reached out for a hand shake... i was like shaking her hand and then asked "you are...?" and she said "i'm yi loong's mother." i was so very happy lah! my dearest boy's mum... haha... and she said that her son was looking for me when they came. i was so happy he still remembers me... *touched* i then said i will wait outside for them..

i was strolling outside with refrestments on my hand when i saw Bertrand and his family walking towards the exit... he's also my dearest boy, or i should say monitor... i just felt the pain just by seeing him walk away from my sight... i couldnt help but to walk nearer and nearer when they walked further and further... but just then, the father noticed me... he told Bertrand and he waved... i tell you, involunteerily, i ran towards him, just like a lost kid who just found his father... i didnt run all the way to him... i stopped halfway and spread out my arms... there, he came over and we hugged... i was glad i didnt let this opportunity slipped away... i really miss him a lot...

here and there, i hugged many, received many comments that really warms my heart... and most importantly, my children did not forget me, though we havent kept in touch for almost 5 months plus... i really thank God for all these... unfortunately, i didnt get to see Elijah...

i only take photo with my dearest boy... i will never forget him, because his smile can make me forget all tragedies that happened... his smile can make me smile... his smile can melt my heart... i can see his smile even when i closes my eyes... thanks Yi Loong...

Teacher Joey loves you... always.
"you are the only teacher that
made a deep impression in him"
-yi loong's mum (2007)

Monday, November 12, 2007

in regard to revision week, i did this with my kids today...



this just brings me back to sec life or even poly life where boring teachers just flood the whiteboard with words... hahaa.. and my k1 are experiencing this kind of "old-fashion" teaching... hahahaa...

am i boring?

sorry..

i know you will forgive me...
i dont know if i will forgive myself...

sorry >.<

i know that you might not know this,
but i know that what i did was wrong...

i know that you might not feel anything,
but i feel that what i did was wrong...

it was a mistake...

i still love you... always...
i was wrong
i'm sorry...
i was greedy
i'm selfish...
i was unfaithful
i'm a jerk...

Sunday, November 11, 2007
tears

tears:

1.
a drop of the saline, watery fluid continually secreted by the lacrimal glands between the surface of the eye and the eyelid, serving to moisten and lubricate these parts and keep them clear of foreign particles.

2.
this fluid appearing in or flowing from the eye as the result of emotion, esp. grief.


besides being countless, tears are very precious... every drop, every one shed means a story behind... many times, people who sees these tears might not even know the story, except the "shedder"... but know what? God knows...


being sad makes one shed tears.. and that sadness hit gawain... as i came out from the gents, i saw gawain who just came out of sunday school... he, standing beside his mother looked at me and at that moment, after knowing him for so long, i knew he was down... he dragged his feet as he walked over towards me... then, he started tearing, slowly... as far as i hated tears flowing out from all my kids' eyes, i couldnt help but to cuddle him like my own in my arms and comfort him... i was saddened by him after that... just like a drop of ink that fell into a glass of transparent water that spreads soon after...

if ever one day you don't smile,
know that i won't either
until i make you smile first.