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We love, because He first loved us.
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Joey Choo
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God's child
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Sunday, July 30, 2006
St Anne's Feast Day

oh man... what a wonderful morning this is...

woke up about 720am and got ready to go to ST ANNE'S CHURCH cuz they've a funfair there... cant wait to see my children... the teachers from the kindergarten have their own stall themselves... i'm going there to help...

when i reached about 8am, not many people... but then later, i saw so many of my lovely and missed kids!!! and some are ex-st anne's church kindergarten children that i lost contact with... it's so damn nice and happy to see them again la... name those who i love, i see them today... so glad to see them... really, somemore they didnt forget me... YEAH!!!

saw my favourite Ashton... my gosh... he's so cute... but the parents? hmm, hahaaa... i dunno he look like who la... maybe look like me...!!! (: self-made happiness... also happy... well, he didnt see me at first... then i walked behind him and attract his attention... when he saw me, his eyes grew bigger... hahaa... i smiled at him and waved... he waved and smiled and called his daddy... think he wanna tell his daddy he saw me... but i put a finger on my lips and signal him to keep to himself... well, for all my experience, no child did kept quiet... they still call... yet, Ashton did not... hahaaha... so cute and lovely... (: kept seeing him later the day... then, he told the mummy to see me... i was like "hey... dont think your mummy knows me... hahahaa.." but he said i was kor kor Joey... like that... he's so cute la... trying to capture a photo of him... but...... okay la... i'm good k... good as in they dunno i took them... see...
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Ashton...
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Ashton fishing with his dad...

then came others of my beloved...
ex-st anne's: Jorell, Beckham, James, Sariphna, Ian, Matthew, Nicholas,
Nursery: Sotaro, Johana, Elliot Peter, Natasha, Ashton,
K1: Ethan James, Evan, Trevor, Abel, Jaden, Jaryn, Joshua, William,
K2: Lue Peng, Darren, Joachim, E-an, Andrew Mark, John, Jian Wei, Krystal, Beverly, Jamie, Davin, Gabriel, Jordyn, Jerome, Alanis, Timothy, Zheng Xun, Cheryl, Mark, Gordon, Owen, Andrew, William (twins), Justin,

of cuz, lots and lots more that i now cannot remember or i forgot the names... hahaa.. but it was just great seeing them... especially the ex-students... very very happy... like James gave me a hug... Matthew still did not forget our trademark special handshake... so cool... plus a hug... hahaa... and a short chat with Jorell...

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Nicholas Tan... So Handsome..!! he dont know i took photo of him... ya... hhahaha...


took some photos only... cuz got parents there... paiseh to ask to take...

except this... cuz the grandma ask me to look after him for a while, while she went to look for his mother... then i took hold of the opportunity to take this photo... well, dunno who spoil the photo... hmmm... see......
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some more so many people... know how many? see......

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Like going Chinatown during chinese new year period...

and...

this is my store... we sell Shanghai Noodle, Japanese Soba, Dumplings and Ginger Bread Man Biscuit...
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these are the foods sold:
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Dim Sum... Yummy!!

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I ate this... the carrot cake... hmm, not nice... hahahaa...

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Satay!!

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So many stove to make satay!!!

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the super-long-queue fried kway tiao...

and of cuz...
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chocolate melting with fruits... hmm, i ate with bananas... but not this store... another store which they put hershey's chocolate... yum!!!

then...

got so many games store la... check it out...!!!
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the throw-a-ball-and-the-person-falls-into-the-pool game... hmmm, such a long name.... but i name it myself... (:

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bluff-people game... think you'll never win this... hahaaha...
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the copy-my-idea game... hahahaha...
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fishing-with-magnet game... yeah...
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tic-tac toe game... throw and win lo... boring...
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the-drop-a-thing-and-if-it-lands-in-the-plate-you-win game... it's nice... good idea... heh.!!
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this is a well for people to drop their money and make a wish... well, what do you think? bluff-money game... hahahaa...
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throw-a-metal-thing-to a-magnet game... dont let the thing drop into the water lo... also bluff money la...
so many more games... but didnt take photos... busy saying hi to all my kids and searching for them... lol...!!
Some funny things:
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there's this "live" band playing for.......hmm... dunno who la... out of no where... i gave a name to the band too... the-COTL-band-is-a-so-much-better-band band... (:
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this is so damn cute la... i am amazed... the dog floats at the right height... and it seems like it's walking la... hahahaaha... it bounces at times...!!! so funny...
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this took me like 3 seconds to start laughing... hmmm, not really funny but just like that lo...
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i personally love this so damn much la... see the fruits here... they are REAL!!! wow... super nice lo...!!!
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Such a long queue for the......some crispy thing la... hahaa... got prawn... EEKKKK...!!!

i'm so tired after the whole funfair ended... back ache, leg ache... aiyoo... old old man already... anyway, THANK YOU LORD, THANK YOU JESUS for this wonderful wonderful and blessed day... LOVE YOU!!! ("v")

Saturday, July 29, 2006
Coleman boy...

brought my guitar to childcare on thursday and friday... the children were all very excited.. well, the thing is.......

seriously, i have NEVER sang "Tong Hua" so many times in a day in my entire life... really... and all i can sing is that song, and the "Huo Cai Tian Tang" about a girl who's mother had died and was alone in the chilling cold snow selling matches, and JJ "Yi Qian Nian Yi Hou" and another most sang song, "LAO SHU AI DA MI"... hahahaaa...

friday, about 610pm, the K1s came in my classroom... because it is time where all the children are gathered and it's the only place where parents will come and pick their children from... well, Coleman, a cute little dude, who i dont really know very well... yet it's so amazing how our relationship just got so close... it's just the every morning greetings and waves and goodbyes and smiles that made me noticed him and draws me close to him... but i didnt talk to him much... just one experience is that it was his birthday and when he came to my class for combine class, he ran to me and said
"Teacher Joey, today is my birthday and i have a present for you!"
i was surprised... i dun even have a present from him and he has a present for me... so i gave him a birthday hug!!! he's so cute, so pleasant, so lovable...

okay, when the K1s came in, Coleman came to me and said,
"Teacher Joey, today is my last day."
and my heart just sank... oh gosh... do you know how painful it is? i was so sad... really sad... i cant bear to see him go... and i went to sit beside him... i asked,
"so how do you feel since today is your last day here?"
he replied,
"i feel sad and happy... happy because i end school same time as my brother... then my daddy will try to come home earlier then we can play soccer together."
i said,
"i can also play soccer what... ask me to play also lah!!"
he said,
"we play outside our house."
i told him,
"why cannot? i also can play there.. hahaa... then why are you sad?"
he said, with a low pitch voice,
"because... because i cannot come here to see you."

ohhh... i just feel like crying... i just feel like hugging him so tightly and convince him not to go... really... i feel so painful to just see him like this... and the thing is he did not say like cannot see my friends and you and all... the thing is he only say "you"... i really love him so much... he made me feel so important too... i struggled when i asked him if he wants my number... he wants, but i told him what if his father scold? will he? and he said he wont... even if, he is not scared... i was so touched... such a kid will be willing to get scolding just to call me, it's the greatest sacrifice a kid can offer... i gave him my number... hoping he will call me soon... then, his maid came... gosh... i just cant describe the feelings i had just watching him step out of the centre... i cant do nothing... if only i can, i would just grab him and not allowing to go out.... he just kept saying, "byebye Teacher Joey... byebye Teacher Joey..." i want to cry... i miss him... really miss him... somemore his not my student and i got so attached to him in such a short period of time, and only see him once in the morning, not for long, and at 6plus, also not for long... some days, i dont even get to see him at 6 plus because the maid will fetch him earlier... well, my heart aches now as i type all these... just three words for you dearest Coleman...































































I MISS YOU!!! >,<

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Why?! why am i feeling like this?

am i just putting on a mask that says "i'm happy" but deep inside i'm actually not?

i really hate this feeling now... my whole spirit is low... i dunno why... never felt this before.. heard of people having this feeling before... but i never expect myself to feel this way.. cannot describe but it's just negative... sad and sad...

i've been thinking a lot... so so much... i dun even expect myself to think so much... to the extent where even the impossible of the impossible, i am thinking now... WHY!?!?

i'm very moody... filled with disappointment... couldnt be happy... even as i flip through all my hard copies of pictures with my beloved children, i couldnt feel anything... arrggghhh..!!!

why?!

is it because now it's the ghost festival and all the spirits are disturbing?

i went to see E-an just now... thought that he could just change things around... or even make me a little happier... i was wrong... i reached there... the father wasnt there at first... sat at a corner... just looking at the little small lad... the father just came and from afar, we waved at each other... but then, he sat at the other end... well, anyway i wasnt concern if he comes over to talk or not... since i have no mood to talk or whatsoever... then, i started to think a lot... hai... i decided i couldnt stay there for long... some more there's this disturbing "ge tai" performing nearby, like some ghost festival performance or what... i didnt wave to him, i didnt wait till the class ended, i didnt tell the father i'm leaving... that's not the usual me... WHY?! so disappointed with myself...

today had attachment... and i was assessed by my mentor... i really had no motivation, no energy, no mood to conduct the lesson... i just rush through, i just whack... and i just end like this... i knew it was not good... i knew it could have been better... well, i wasnt expecting much already... i am freaking bad mood...
in the afternoon class, i was already so tired and sleepy to the max... i took the other half of the class... guess what? temper rose! shouts were uncontrollable... i lost my temper and i was just not in the mood... sorry children... but.............. haiz... i snatched the paper from a child who cut it wrongly, i yelled at one who didnt follow instructions, i slammed the table when one was laughing at his friends, i criticized one for acting smart... whatever...

joachim just called... at about 1045pm... i was like, "hellooo... ya... ya... ya... mmm.... k..."

where is the Joey i used to know? who used to laugh his head off? who used to be so competitive? who used to be so patient with children? who used to be so close to God?

God bless me...
and you,
who's reading
who's praying for me
who's concern
who's reading but thinks i'm crazy
who dont even bother to read
who i dont know
who havent read

and you devil... flee away from me, in Christ name i COMMAND!!! AWAY AWAY..!! GO AWAY!!! ****ING IDIOTS!!!

NO!!! I DONT WANT ANYTHING!!! I JUST NEED YOU, JESUS!!! COME COME COME!!! HEAR MY CRIES!!! HEAL MY PAIN!!! PLEEEEEEEAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

Monday, July 17, 2006
la la la

yeah... 4 hours break today...
hmm, me, joy and wan went to eat at coffee canyon... at...... dunno where...

well, after that, we went to eat....... ISLAND CREAMERY!!! yum yum!!!

actually i had that on last mon and sat... a tub for each day... that makes 3 tubs for myself... ahhhhHHHhhH...!!! fats fats fats...!!! BURN OUR FATS!!! >.<

last monday ate tek tarek ice cream... then sat and today had horlicks... so nice...

but, dont say i'm addicted... say....i'm scared already... so much icecream...!!! ;p

but definitely will go there again...


we were there since 1pm... then, as time passes by, quite a few St. margarette's girls girls came by... and was just thinking, "joyce? where are you?" hahahaahaa... since it's her school...

then, fell asleep while helping wan cut her field prac stuff... hahaha... slept so long... tired tired la... "sorry"... LOL...!!!


now having lecture...!!! zzz... so sianz... lalala ... bye!



i miss you so much, my little E-an...!!!

Saturday, July 15, 2006
my little boy

dearest E-an,

"...i had the time of my life
no i never felt this way before..
yes, i swear... it's the truth...
and i'm holding on to you..."





missing you more each day...

Tuesday, July 11, 2006
ITALY!!!

i'm so proud of my ITALY!!!


here's the losers and winers...

LOSERS!!!






























who's the biggest LOSER?

He is...



































WINNER!!!


























LIPPI!!!






AND THE BIGGEST WINNER...




















LOL...!!!

Wednesday, July 05, 2006
TWO GOALS

YEAH!!! ITALY.........!!!

lousy germans!!! go home!!!

go italy go...!!!

one goal for country, another for Argentina (revenge)...!!!

Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Misses!!

i miss Thailand kids
i miss the neighbours
i miss the soccer gang
i miss st anne's kids
i miss my year 2 attachment kids
i miss seeing E-an
i miss going Joachim's house
i miss kids in church
i miss hugging my buddy kid
i miss my drummer boy
i miss all my naughty boys
my new attachment kids?

hmmm......

what's opposite of miss?

hit?

well, a little... and i hope i will miss them more... haiz...