We love, because He first loved us.
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Joey Choo
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Monday, December 31, 2007
2007 gone 2008 comes

Thanksgiving 2007

-Passed my Napfa
-Graduated from Poly
-Job at PAP
-Thailand March Camp
-Bought my Keyboard
-family camp
-Job at st anne's

many more though...

just seconds before 2008 comes... well, Lord, bless 2008...

waiting to see you only

last day

this was how i spent my last day of 2007.

Nic actually called me yesterday to roller blade. but i wasnt free and i promised him today i would go blade with him...

my best blading mate!!

it's like 10 mins before 2008 comes... but i'm at home alone... well, at least God's with me...

please be a good year

who am i

Dear Readers of jc-boy's blog,

if you are reading this now, why not turn on your speaker too... take some time to listen to this song that has just ministered to me... i teared. why? listen to it and you'll know...

if you need, do take time to pray, reflect and meditate...

God's here, always...

you're His...

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.

Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.

Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cause I am yours.
I am yours.

Saturday, December 29, 2007

a day i would never imagine it to happen

i woke up early even though i slept very late the previous night. reason being, to bake the cornflakes thingy for one more kid, Johanan. after baking, i took my blades and bladed down to his house, hougang. i tell you, i've never blade so quickly. it took me less than 10mins to reach hougang. i almost had hamstring. it was aching already...

when i reached his place, i called him down. but the funny thing was, when he came down, he was well-dressed. and he said he could go out with me. haha. and so, i took him OUT! but first, i had to go home and get changed. so we took bus back to my house... taken on the bus...took this at my house. we were in green. and guess where we went? continue... we walked down to cp and took a train down to habour front. on NEL...this was taken outside vivo...
we walked in toy'r'us for a while. here's he and the robot...
well, how much he loved thomas the train.

after that, we went to see some cruises and big ships... he was so afraid to stand near the sea. haha.. but i was able to help overcome his fears. but look at the photo, he's still scared. took this with the ship behind. and here's me and him with our different ship. mine's green. his blue. he took this for me. (:
we then took a lift together up to the 15th storey. why?
CABLE CAR!!! it's our first time sitting cable car. moreover, it's TOGETHER!! i couldnt think of a better person to be with!
and if you are still wondering where we went, it's...


anyway, i couldnt remember when's the last time i went sentosa. 6 years back? 7 years? but what's great was, Johanan could tell me everything about sentosa. (just that he couldnt pronounced those words properly and i had to figure out like so hard.) so, i went to take the map and was walking aimlessly, just like a blind leading a blind. then he told me he wanted to go santong beach. i told him i only know siloso beach. he was like "santong san tong..." haha... then, i looked at the map and i realized, it's TANJONG beach. haha.. and we got help from some people... we took bus there... (what was great about this trip was he knew where he wanted to go..) taken on the bus...
finally, we reached the beach he's been so excited over with. i was excited too... and he started playing with sand... haha... it was so fun... he really was great entertaining himself, as well as entertaining me. how? by throwing sand at me!!! and we were all wild throwing sand... wahahaha... see how he squeezed the sand like squeezing orange juice... haha...
and i drew his name on the beach... *with love*

noticed why no "n" at the end? i tell you, i was already halfway from being washed away by the waves... haha.. watch was like all the way to my knees and i cant move back any futher... so, this was the best...
the reason why he wanted to come sentosa was because he loves bridges too.. haha.. and here's us at the bridge...
and there goes him throwing sand at me again... and we were running around... wahhaa..

both of us at SENTOSA!

we were so blessed... as we traveled back to the other side to continue playing with sand, we found 2 spade... he was so happy!! before we found the spade, we were also blessed because we bought mac's ice milo... i quickly finished it so he could use it to build sand castle...

okay... here's something for you to guess... know what's the black thing? hahahaha...i was sitting behind johanan, listening to music from my handphone when he came over with the milo cup filled with sand.. i was so ready to run away because i presumed he would pour on me... then, piiiiouuuuuuu.... down onto my hp... arrrrrhhhhhh... i ran after him lah!!! haha... *stupid* >.<

well, it was a great experience bringing a kid out. parents out there, i understand how you all feel already... wahhaah...

it was challenging to make him leave the place... i had to think of alllllllllll i've learnt during my poly days about Early Childhood Education stuff... and then, i was firmed and walked off, where he had no chance but to follow. heehee~!!

we took a train back, since we took cable car already... on the express train back to vivo...when we reached back vivo, he was like "i want to go restaurant and eat." zzz... i had to phyco him so much just to save myself from having a hole in the pocket. haha... and in the end, we had Long John instead... cheap and good... haha... and he was so sweet to feed me some of the crums... then, we played fries game.. he bite the fries from a fries (or is it said "a fry"?) i was biting and hanging out of my mouth...
a video below of him entertaining me...

after that, we bought a cup of ice-cream and shared... we chatted a lot on the bench and it was so nice having just the two of us, laughing and playing with each other... i suddenly felt so in love...
then, it was quite late already... we took mrt back... on the train, it was once again our so-called "honeymoon time"... i tell you, we were as if in our own whole... laughing and chatting... being with him will never be bored... great entertainer... it was sweet he could remember so many things i tested him...

here's a test for you too... no cheating... cannot look up the photos...
(as i asked johanan all these questions, i was covering his eyes...)

1) what colour shirt was i wearing?
(ans: look at any of the photos with me)

2) what was the colour of the cable car we were in?
(ans: look at the cable car photo)

3) what colour watch i was wearing?
(look at the photo i took with him and thomas the train)

4) what bottled-drink i bought for him?
(look at the photo of him below long john)

5) what's my favourite colour?
(if you dont know, haiss... he knows)

...and many more... i really had a wonderful time with him... thank you God for such a well planned day... i piggy backed him all the way home and it was about 1030pm where his mother came down to bring him back home...

i realized time passes so damn fast when i had to return him back... haha... it's always like that... but i'll never forget the things he said and done... many many sweet memories...

so, what a day i would never think it would happen actually happened!!!



Friday, December 28, 2007

someone emailed me a test and i did what's on it. and i scored 40points. upon reading what a 40points-person is, i came to realize how true it was. here's the result and you all see if it's true about me or not. and there's another test i did two post below. that, i must say, i dont act my age. haha.. cuz deep inside, i'm still seventeen... LOL~!!

31 TO 40 POINTS :

Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over if that trust is ever broken.


glad that Christmas gifts dont only ends when Christmas day is over. i still receives them. and here's one, where Gordon asked me to drop by his place to take a present he is going to give me. and so, i went down on wednesday evening. and here's a card he made. i love it. so cute and lovely. that's me and him in the picture drawn by him.

i am 17

You Act Like You Are 17 Years Old
You are a teenager at heart. You don't quite feel like a grown up yet, but you don't feel like a kid.You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
You're quite rebellious, and you don't like being told what to do. You like to do things your way.You have your own unique style, taste in music, and outlook on life.

Tuesday, December 25, 2007
happy birthday



thanks to the alarm clock, it shook me off my bed even when i slept at 3am and i couldnt even hear my own hp's alarm... power alarm clock...

anyway, i was so excited to go church, knowing that gawain had something for me that he did all by himself...

church service was okay... lost my focus many times because i was really tired... but didnt fell asleep, just lost my concentration... haha... ya... so, after holy communion, i went to the back of the church... then, gawain spotted me at the back, came behind with the present and gave me... a bag with 2 wrapped presents and a card... i'm just very "over" with the card, eyeing on it all the time... i love handmade cards because i can never find them elsewhere. one and only one... i thanked him for the present and hugged him tight, real tight... grateful, appreciation, love, joy, happiness... that's what i felt when i hugged him... i knew i hugged tight, but i didnt know if it was overly tight... haha... he said he took one whole day to finish the card... that, made me hug even tighter... *thanks, my dearest, dearest boy*

then, here and there i received presents... and i was so paiseh... regina tioh gave me present, but then she said her mother looking for me cuz got present for me too.. then, last sunday, i asked her brother to draw me a card... that's like 3 presents from 1 family... wahhh!~! really am very grateful for them... THANKS!!! really appreciated them all~!!! God bless this family... and my cornflakes bless them too... and use me to be a blessing to this family.. Amen...

okay... got like a few bags... came home after lunch with church friends... family and relatives came over for party... dont want to go into details... too many things... here's the best part... PRESENTS!!! *just like a child who loves presents*

~i love presents~

i opened them all even before boxing day! many many lovely presents... thank you one and all... i'll slowly explain all...
this below is from Jorell's mum... a transparent cube with Jesus' picture carved inside. at the bottom, light shines through and changes colour constantly... so beautiful...
this is spongebob's bedsheet... i was like "YEAHHHH~!!!"...
Bryan's mum - sling bag
Regina - 2 polo Giordano Shirts (pink & white)
Regina's mum - wallet
Veron - nike shirt
Euan - Guylian seashell chocolate
Coleman - Pen
Mum - frames
Dawn tan, sebastian, jireh - card
Gawain - Hom Warriors starter pack/hp holder
Marvin - a pair of chopsticks ("?!") O.o
2nd Auntie - spongebob bedsheet
3rd Auntie - socks/chocolates
sister - a cash (audition card)

many others...

thanks!! really... thank you for all your presents! *appreciated*

and guess what's my favourite present of Christmas 2007?
*Cheng Cheng Cheng*

a card from my dearest boy...
i love it, i love it, i love it, i love it, i love it, i love it, i love it, i love it, i love it

on Gawain's card:
in Joey's heart , on the verge of melting:

malaysia on christmas eve

Christmas EVE.

woke up in the morning just to pack my room first. then, at about 3+pm, i went down potong pasir to meet martin and shaun because we're going MALAYSIA~!! haha...

shaun drove and we went to pick rachel first. then, down to Malaysia we go...

it wasnt so "jammy". and when we reached, we had paper chicken and some other dishes as our first meal there. soon, we were all geared up for GOOOOOOOO KART!!!

cool, fun... i overtaken everybody except shaun. shaun overtaken everybody except me. so, it's a draw... but weeee~ it was fun... fast and furious!!!

then, we went caroling at rachel's father's company... buffet, cards, cakes, singing...

we stayed there till like late... it was about 11pm that we set off...

suddenly!!! JAM~!! we thought we might just miss the count down and ended up celebrating our Christmas in the car.... then, as we exited the courseway, it was like 1156pm... shaun drove like 999km/hr just to head down to orchard rd... and it was so funny because as radio 98.7FM was going 10, 9, 8, 7... we were just in time... a left turn and it was like 3, 2, 1... MERRY CHRISTMAS!~!!! shaun hit the horn!!!!!!! martin, regina, reuben, rachel, shaun and i were like screaming behind... so damn high... hahaaha...

i love you
you love me

Monday, December 24, 2007

i slept at about 3am the previous night because i was busy with my christmas baking.

surprisingly, i managed to wake up just in time for church. i guess it was because i used my younger sis' ULTRA LOUD alarm clock and i was so afraid it would ring and blast off my ears. so, luckily, my hp's alarm rang first and i quickly wake up to off my sis' alarm...

in church, i constantly wander around just to check if i would spot gawain's parents anywhere but for the first hour, i was very disappointed because they were out of sight. then, while i was singing praises, i happened to turn to my right and i saw his father. i suddenly burst out smiling dumbly to myself. i was so happy.

after church, i went upstairs to look for gawain. HUGSSS~!! i just dont want to let go... passed him my present and he said he couldnt give me today because his need a lot of time to do. well, i just cant wait to receive his present.

gawain and i *love love love*

and then, i went to look for jireh. i saw him on sat christmas party and i said i had something for him, and i actually requested him a drawing. so, here's what he had done.

i tell you, this is more precious than you giving me $1000. if to choose PSP or his drawing, i would choose the drawing. when he presented me with this drawing, he said

Jireh: (explaining the picture) i finished drawing at 2am. i cannot colour finish, have to wake up in the morning to finish colouring.

after hearing that, i totally, seriously was touched. very... *priceless*

the young artist and me. thanks!
(he doesnt like to take photo. can see?)

after that, i left church, even before youth ended. (because youth only showed Ratatoulie movie) i went back to finish what i've left the previous day of baking. after that, around 5pm, anthony and i set off the go and give all the presents!! i carried a bag full of my baking things and another hand with my guitar. anthony cannot carry because he scared he'll fall. but the funny thing was, as we stepped out, it started raining. ahhhh~!! we waited for a while then we heck...

1st-Owen and Reuben
(after that, anthony had a bad fall. skin on his knee was not seen cuz it fell out. eekkk..)
2nd-Julius(napping) did not give
6th-Davin (not at home, left present outside house)
7th-Brandon (not at home, left present outside house)
8th-Yoko Twins (not home. i think they went back indonesia)
9th-Nicholas Tan (not at home. Korea)
10th-Amanda (not at home, left present outside house)
12th-E-an (not at home, gave present to grandma)
13th-Joachim (not at home. China)
14th-Anthony's Ex (at KOVAN!! bladed down from sk)
15th-Jorell (slept)

i'm very tired now. so i wont go into details. all in all, great day. had lots of fun in some houses, sang many carols... good good...

owen, sotaro, bryan, gordon, coleman.

and if you ask me in which homes was my favourite moment/best moment/unforgetable moment, i would say........


























i seriously miss him to the core. let's put it this way, the last time i saw him face to face was last year july... so, it means 1 year 5 months since we met. at first, he looked at me like "who are you?" and i looked at him like "are you really coleman?" haha.. i cannot remember his looks. but then when he smiled, YES YES YES!!! that's him!!! haha... he ran out and hugged me... his mum kept telling me he misses me sooooooooooooo much... yes, i miss him too... really, it's like i've never taught him but we just got so close to each other. the mum saw the guitar i was holding and asked if i can play. i said ya and went in to sing carols to them. the mum asked everyone to stop playing and doing what they were doing and come out to listen. his cousins were all there, about 5 children, 2 adults and 1 maid. i was so stressed up... but after a while, it was okay... they clapped, sang together... joyous moment... he's so cute and nice... i like him... they said i can join Singapore Idol and i asked if all of them would vote for me. they all nodded excitedly. haha.. and coleman said loudly, "If you join Singapore Idol, i'll ask all my classmates to vote for you!!" so touched... another said "later from Singapore Idol to Asian Idol" then i laugh and said "dont be too ambitious!" yups... lots of hugssssssssss~!!! felt so loved... thanks!!!

now i know who's nice, who's not.
who i should love more,
who i should not.
thanks a lot.

Sunday, December 23, 2007

dearest readers,

sorry for making all worry about me. guess i just need to vent my anger on/at something, and my blog was the victim. at least, after typing, crying and all, guess i felt better and no innocent people or things around me were destroyed, injured, spoilt, damaged...

thanks for concerned people...


and i guess, without you i probably might breathe better, sleep better, eat better...

but i still love you
i dont know why

Saturday, December 22, 2007

a picture speaks a thousand words.









bad mood

why do i have the feeling like this coming christmas is going to be a bad one?


some people walk out from me,
parents quarrel,
friend not helping,
people "eat" their words,
almost lost someone i love a lot,
people lied to me,
being ignored through smses,
drifting away from God...

blah blah blah...

why do i want christmas to go away?

can you feel that i'm sad? painful on the inside, yet smiling on the outside? that's the worst and hardest thing to do... or maybe i'm pissed? or i'm tired? of lies? or i'm not appreciated? or ****!!!


go away everyone... just go away... hypocrates!! liars!! you dont know how to appreciate, just tell me... dont make me like you like a fool... you said you do, but do you? $%^&*# shit you!!why do you always need to cause pain to me?

*on the above notes were many people involved...
they simply disappoint me too much...
i'm just down, very down...
and if you want to console me, dont... if you're going to lie again...
i'm just stupid... cannot see your true colours...
why are my tears falling?
will i feel better?
will i always be alone?


Friday, December 21, 2007

every sunday i wake up,
get ready to go church.
but deep inside, i ask myself,
what's my purpose of going?
many times, i just hope you were there.
i realized i only see you once a week.
and every time i see you,
it's only a few minutes.
and at times when you were absent,
i have to wait for another week.
every time you were in my arms
it makes me appreciate you more,
treasure you more, hold you tighter.
and as i think of what i want for christmas,
i found out... nothing.
nothing more than just to see you longer.
i dont care what present you are giving me.
it's the thought that really counts.
now i know who appreciates me.
now i know who treasures me.
now i know who needs me.
now i know who loves me.

i really love you.

Saturday, December 15, 2007
long time no see

nothing beats a great day with your loved ones. and yesterday was no better than any other days after that day he came over my place. i really miss him.

yesterday, friday, i prepared myself to visit my long-time-no-see Sotaro and anthony accompanied me. we supposed to blade there. here's the thing. last week, i planned to visit Sotaro but it rained. so i had to reluctantly canceled it. then again, when we were ready to set off, the sky grew grey, and then dark, and same went my heart, down sinking. nothing i could have done than to pray to my loving Heavenly Father. as we set off rollar blading there, we suddenly were able to see the sky turned blue and i was so grateful. i can tell you, for the past few days it rained, today was not spared. but i faithfully believed that it was through the hands of God that held the rain back. THANK YOU GOD!!!

we reached punggol early, so anthony stayed downstairs while i went up sotaro's house to meet him. when i was just outside his house, from a distance, i could see him having his dinner. my heart started to beat quickly. i hestitated for a while before i took a deep breath and went ahead to greet him. i stood outside the door, and "er hem" (sound of clearing my throat). haha... he turned and saw me, smiled and ran to the door. he took the keys and opened the door. i've never seen him like that. truly, it shows how much i miss him, and he to me. i didnt enter his house because i had blades on, so i told him to finished eating quickly and come look for me. it took him just a few minutes to finish and then he cleared him dishes. changed and got ready very quickly (cuz he had tuition). but the thing is, he was like 45mins early. but they still set off. i was fine with that. i waited at the lift and he came over, ran and jumped on me. that was............ we talked, walked as he held my hands all the way to his class. we were early and we sat on a bench. we just chatted as he leaned against me. i just love it...

i hate it when time flies. i just cant let go hugging him. there were some struggles and i said:

me: i dont like a bad Sotaro. i only love a good Sotaro
he: and there's another Sotaro.
me: what?
he: a fat Sotaro!
me: i love him too.

well, i knew i had to let go. kissed goodbye and there goes my boy. when blading off, it started raining. really, THANK YOU JESUS!!!

after that, anthony, amanda and i went bowling. we waited for like 100000 hours la... while waiting, both me and anthony did so many funny and lame things just to occupy and kill time. but it was all laughter and fun. then, we played a humming game where i listened to mp3 and hum a song while the other 2 guess. it was so funny and fun. both ant and ama were so competitive. even after bowling, we played hum hum game till like 4am la~. *laughs*

*hum hum hum hum hum*

know what i said?

ans: "I love You, Jesus"

okay... working later. so dumb. i should have known i've got church. arggghh!!! sorry God.

me: Aishiteru
sotaro: Aishiteru