SPONGEBOB squarepants; PATRICK starfish<3

Saturday, April 18, 2009

hi all, i'm back to update what's missing over the last 3 weeks.. once again, it's been a while.. my apologies..

30May_

i was glad to met up with my nic and nat whom i have yet to see for almost 2 months or so.. and as usual, although i had a recovering shoulder, nevertheless, i took them out for a rollar blading session..

my dearest nic.

err, a little retarded.. haha..

on Labour Day, i was told by anna and caroline to invite johanan out for lunch. and so, his gracious mum agreed for me to bring him out..

and what's new? we went airport for lunch at popeyes!! haha.. but soon after, i had to go back my air base cuz of the swine flu thing and i was planned for a flu jab to protect myself.. and i left johanan with carol while i rushed back for the job.. and after an hour, i met up with them and i was left with johanan alone while the rest had to leave. so, we walked around and played the F1 game at T3..

the champion!

and for the rest of the day, we were doubtful about what to do.. so, i decided to meet up with chong le to play basketball.. hahaha.. didnt play for long but i'm sure we were all very happy..

time flies where i had to bring my boy home..on the mrt, trust me, we had so much laughs.. one time, there were these two female teenagers trying to take photo together.. and since their back were facing us, i tried to pose and, if i'm lucky enough, appeared in their photo.. they snapped many times and i posed for most of the shots.. so, after that, when they looked back at the photos, they sudenly burst out laughing.. both johanan and i suspected what they were laughing at and started LOL-ing too.. haha. it made us even sure when they both turned and saw both of us behind.. my gosh, the entire trip home was just full of laughters..

and we managed to take some photos too.. lucky no one was behind us.. if not it would freak both of us out, big time!

cheese! know who's fingers where those? haha//

yea, hated good byes but it was getting late.. he was hugging me from the back when i quickly took out my hp and snap this moment.. had a great time together! maybe again next time..

here's some of the other updates..

one of my sundays with the Ks..

i had joshua stayed over my place on his birthday eve and tuitioned him for two days in a roll.. hectic but informative.. then, the next day, i brought him out for swensens.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

and here's one of the GREATEST things that happened in April.. i felt strange when i receive a call from this kid and apparently changed my day and week and life like totally.. and it was none other than joachim goh.. i had a time of my life with just him alone.. though he has changed but still, i am so drawn to his life and had so much compassion on him.. he was definitely lonely for the last few years of his life as both his parents do not accompany him as much lest the weekends.. so the few days where i was free, i managed to accompany him and tried my very best to let him feel loved..

yes, i definitely miss those days.. but am glad too that he's all grown up..

was guiding him through his homework one of the days i went down..

sweet~!!

hadnt received any news from him since then.. hope he calls me soon after his exams..

and one of the days, my precious two boys caught hold of me too and i was more than willing to go visit them.. they're such lovely kids and they definitely made much of my days..

one more year in NS
and i will be so free
to meet all of you!!
ALL!!!
even those as far as
Thailand~!!

8:16 PM

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

opps.. here's lazy joey blogging like finally.. haha..

well, he's been busy with his kids, his games, his shoulder.. haha... yupp.. here's some updates:

1) did my shoulder operation on 25 march (if you are wondering why, i had a very loose left shoulder.. bankart lesion.. so i went to fix it)
2) had one of the best birthday..
3) caught up with st anne's kids during the mc period.

here's all the photos..

my dearest kids..

a new boy i know.. Nicodemus really made a lot of my days while i was there.. very sweet boy.. =D

oh so cute.. isaac became very close to me.. finally he's opening up cuz he used to be the very shy and quiet boy.. he's doing funny faces when i wanted to take photo with him.. he would not do such thing last year lo.. haha..

there, another one.. rawr!!

during the week, it was also zheng hao's bday.. so i made this especially for him..

with our photos inside..

and here's isaac and i again.. see.. so surprising..

i love this pic.. =D

i had lots of time to visit my kids..

and so i went to play with the two z...

they did many cards for me.. haha.. so touching.. =D

and this was one of the saturdays after my dressing that they invited me for breakfast.. and afterwhich, we went to their grandparent's house where they wholeheartedly did cards for me.. so nice.. haha.. it was a great time of bonding... even with their mei mei.. haha..

and zj initiated a photo shot.. hahah.

dearest ks.. they were very sweet.. it was my birthday the previous day and they hugged me to wish me.. i was so touched.. keith was first to come by.. =D

and this was a long story but i managed to get gawain to celebrate my birthday with a movie together.. that made me like the happiest person in the world at that time lo.. best present.. haha.. le came along too.. so great..

but before that, lynnette made DURIAN CAKE for me. isnt it lovely? haha.. thanks!! so touched.. nice nice.. yummy!!

my birthday companion..

and we set off to watch movie.. long story but then again, we managed to watch though we were late..

movie wasnt nice but with them around, great.. hhaha.. and we then plan our way home.. haha.. this looked like we were lost and needed some help.. or maybe like amazing race.. haha..

before mrt station..

on the mrt.. le like so scared of us.. haha..he shy la.. lol!!

outside gawain's condo.. haha.. great day!!

another sunday. i love taking photos of kids praying.. so pure and innocent.. wont you grant their prayers? haha..

and he's praying too.. not sleeping.. haha..

2 weeks after my birthday would be my dearest gawain's birthday.. so i spent much days and nights and effort to come out with this.. haha.. i love it..

and so that sunday, a day before his bday, i prepared the present and went to shinners.. the kids were worshiping and i saw this very touching scene.. julian was kneeling and raised his hands because he wanted Jesus.. i think so.. haha.. and this really touched me..

and we watched a movie.. it was jesus' cruxifiction. and i was sitting with my ks and gawain.. haha.. and marc was so funny because he was afraid and ran out of the room.. haiss.. and this pic showed kids raising hands because they were asked "who wanted to receive Jesus into their hearts?" and they were so eager.. i was excited.. long story between gawain and i where i wrote on my ipod.. haha..

and after that, present time!! haha.. i asked him to open..

and he was so happy to see it.. haha.. he was really overjoyed and he kept saying "very nice very nice" and he made my present as the best he'd ever gotten, by far.. haha.. i hope every year would be the best for him..

happy birthday boy!!

and on his actual birthday, i went down his school to find him.. it was really a great time together and we really hated to see time flew by.. but i thank God for a day and hope we can have more time as such.. i pray.. haha..

you are my angel.

and i will be your angel

and your best best friend.

9:21 AM

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Ok. i havent been updating my online blog. reason being, Lazy. haha.. more of troublesome.. haha.. another reason was i got a new device, an Ipod touch!!! weee... (cheers!!) and i stored most of my diary into that small little darling.. so nowadays i seldom blog.. sorry..

anyway, here's the number of photos i owe since a month++...

the events below were not in sequence...

one of the sundays...

i brought Le to the National Museum.. the board actually gave free entry to people who smsed to some number and will get an sms in return.. that sms will give you the permission to enter into many tourism attractions for free.. i just thought NM is one of the lesser popular places from the rest like zoo, singapore flyer, etc. moreover, it's only for the first 2009 customer on weekends.. we tried our luck and we managed to pass..

outside National Museum

inside NM..

a photo with an antique music player..

older days where people grin their food using this..

we went into the history of singapore and we learnt many many things.. very interesting.. and we were given this little device to listen on our tour.. i thought it was very useful because it aided our understanding and helped people who are more of a listener than visual like me.. =D

haha.. me lying on a hard bed with a hard pillow.. so uncomfortable.. i wonder how the olden people sleep.. no wonder some got iron head.

Le asked me to take photo with these baskets because i always say "BASKET!!" yaya..

him with some seats which were used by the royal people..

and me with the founder of singapore. Sir Stanford Raffles..

before we end off, here's a photo together.. a fruitful day of history education.

one of the sundays where the Ks and I happened to wear very yellow!! love them lots~!!

darling gawain!! =D

another sunday where we walked vivo...

and ate subway.. took this as an evidence of his first subway meal..

a sat after hokkien where sebastian spilt water and i asked him to mop the floor.. haha.. looked like i made him the slave.. hhaah.. CLEAN~!! haha..

another sunday where Le and i went on an advanture never to forget, especially the number of stairs.. come to think about it......errrkkkk!!!

more stairs ahead with the compliment of scorching sun!!

okay.. i wore my nerdy specs and he wanted to try.. hmm, next!

i was introduced to this bridge weeks before and i wanted to walk.. so i brought Le along.. it took us so so so so so long to conquer the stairs.. we sat around this cooling bridge for a break.. it was very nice and relaxing.. come again soon!!

one of the top views..

on the bridge... idiot.. hair messy!!

know how hot the sun was? try pouring boiling water over your head.. haha.. just kidding.. it was hot!!!

ya, see his face? know what i mean?! haha..

nice view.. nice weather..

weee.. top of the world!!!

and as we continued to climb, we reached somewhere high again..

and so, we meet our old friend, merlion!! =D

more and more stairs.. we came across this garden.. wasnt very nice.. hahaah..

okay.. another bridge we encountered.. this was not planned for.. some metal bridge that seemed no end.. haha.. since we walked so far, why not continue on.. haha..

phew.. we made it to the end.. thank God for good weather and someone great to accompany me the entire journey.. =D

Le and i on some random sunday.. haha..

this? i think was valentine's day.. haha.

he was there to spend valentine's day with me and we went to east coast park to rollar blade!! wee... haha..

it was his first time and to consider that, he actually learnt quite fast!! nice!!

great weather, i must comment..

we had lots of fun.. and when we headed back for dinner, we saw mark lee filming.. ahha.. funny expression.. =D

dinner!!

at night, went rollar blade with god-son!! =D

aint this a wonderful v-day? =D yes it was!! too bad i couldnt meet nicholas tan.. he had to do homework.. well, nvm..

one of the weekdays, st anne's kids had their outing and i was there very early to surprise them.. =D

this "da xiong", a nick i gave him was so cute la.. look like the xiao ding dang's da xiong.. haha.. and of course, darling little zj..

zj and garreth.. hah.. so cute!!

isnt this lovely? very nice!!

this is josh.. it was so funny when i asked what's his name and his friends said "joshua".. so i asked him again, "you are joshua?" he said "Tan".. i said "you joshua?" he said "tan".. hahaha.. cant stop laughing.. then i asked after some time, "your name joshua?" "tan" was his reply.. hah.. the innocence of a kid! =D

ohhhh, my janice and shy little chirstopher..

he smiles everytime i placed my hp in front, ready to take photo.. =D

he's so chubby and cute.. who wouldnt like him? haha. moreover, he's those innocent and "gong gong" kind.. you wont bear to scold him.. hahah..

he so funny.. ask him smile and he smile but never look at camera.. haha..

and that's what i call a "smile big!!" goshhh~ how adorable..!!

another weekend where i spent my morning with my lovely kids, jorell and jordyn.. been a long time... so i brought them out..

and at home, as i played com, he was asked to mop his floor.. haha.. good servant.. =D

feb 18 was his birthday an i got to see him cuz i was working night.. so love him~~!!! my little pilot!! =D

i was invited to charlene and charlize's birthday party.. it was a very warm welcome, together with many of my long time no see kids.. really great to meet up with them again..

first person i saw was nic and nat and i thought, phew, lucky got them.. hahaa... love to have them around.. =D

nic was so happy.. wonder why.. =D actually, i was smiling as big as him too, just that when i show, i dont look as good as him, so i kept it.. haha.. ya, i was really glad he was there with me..

then came marco!! wooo.. grown up!! haha..

and surprisingly, my god-son was present.. haha..

and we spend most of the time in a small room beside the function hall watching channel 5 jet li's show.. hhahaha...

this is charles.. the twins bro.

marco requested another photo before hugs and goodbyes...

finally, a photo with the birthday girls.. =D

i was tasked to baby sit god-son one sat and after his class, we settled down for lunch.. how sumptious.. haha.. is that how you spell it? haha.. pardon me..

i finally got to meet up with my johanan.. all along, i wanted to pass him his present and apparently, he seemed more busy than me.. haha... but yea, i managed to grap hold of him one friday night.. =D

and my dear little boy has grown up.. he had so much to share, that one night was definitely insufficent.. say, i really miss him... gave him eat his fav ban mien...

one of the st anne's days.. haha.. and my josh love me so much!! =D naughty but then, lovable..

my loves.. the reason why i still go st annes!! haha..

and before i end off, here's a lovely cookie made by alfred.. love say~... haha.. ya, am very touched.. haha.. thanks bro..

now i finally know the reason
why God brought me to know you
dont worry, cuz i'll carry
the other half of your burden..
trust me!!!

11:54 PM

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR~!!!

it's the time where every singles yearn to earn big bucks from this 15 days.. haha.. and i'm on the same boat too.. it's like wheel of fortune.. everytime you're about to open an "ang pow", you would say "BIG MONEY, BIG MONEY~!!..." hahaa..

on the first day, i went to church but was feeling quite out of place because i was late and i ended up stucked at a corner because church service was filled with english and chinese congregation.. and after a while, i left to the lounge to relax with the other youths who were also felt out of place.. hahaah...

in the afternoon, i went over to dearest johanan's place.. he was really happy to see me and wouldnt let me go.. haha... it was great to be able to see him too.. i had to go my grandma's place to "bai nien".. if not i wouldnt want to leave too.. haha.. and we took this photo.. sweet!

then, went my ah ma's place.. so quiet... haha.. not as exciting as years before.. aiyoo.. so, i ended up playing mahjong with sis, cousin and an uncle.. surprisingly, i wont $10, though i dont understand why.. haha.. didnt game much but still win.. =D

so after that, it was photo time and darn, it was fun.. hahaha..

queenie!

first, all the grandchildren... a decent one..

then, a little funny...

and, by the height.. (obviously i'm not that tall)

and here comes our ah ma.. haha.. i look kinda retarded.. i know.. haha..

and i started teasing my ah ma.. she was so high la.. laughing away aloud.. i tried this so many times because many people tried to snapped the photos but we kept moving and laughing.. guess this was the best shot.. haha..

and my cousin joined in the fun.. we made our ah ma horny.. lol~!!

then those people wanted us to do something funny too.. and then my cousin grabbed me from the back then all were so high, cheering and shouting.. haha.. damn... lucky it was my cousin.. haha.. if not... so, i acted together with him.. haha..

hahaha... dont puke.. just cousin.. lol~

and finally, my family.. that's the end of my first day...

day two..

i actually looked like a magician with this vest but i love it.. haha..

first, we went over to auntie's house to bai nien... and i took photo with my everyone-thinks-is-my-girlfriend-or-jealous-of-me-taking-photo-with cousin.. haha.. nice right?

but too bad, is just my cousin..

haha.. very nice sia...

then, we went visiting but ended up no where to go.. they then came over my place to play mahjong.. wah, see, table full of chio bu-s.. haha.. "stress"!! haha.. ended up winning a little..

then, as the group went out for dinner, i decided to accompany my little boy (as promised)..

after dinner, we went out to play basketball and reiz was nice to join us.. haha.. it's been a long time and it was definitely great to see him again... after that, i went back to say goodbye but it was so hard to leave because he was pestering me to stay his house.. well, it was me that sneaked off just to do away his screams and cries.. sorry boy, if i could, i would..

loving him still..

he and his pattern.. i've got mine!

wed, back to work but at least everyone's in a new year's mood.. i ate so so so many oranges in my work place.. haah.. happily peeling and eating...

came saturday, i was invited to tr ros' house for steamboat.. i always love their company.. they treat me very well.. and this time, we had pot luck steamboat... i tell you, one of the nicest soup i've ever tasted for a steamboat.. now it made me feel like eating... haha.. saliva dripping....

then, after that, i was first to leave because i've got the chance to go and meet my nic!!! haha.. it's been a long time and he has been busy with school (same as gawain)... so, i quickly rushed down his house knowing he would be free for the next 2 hours..

and so, i reached and i was glad to meet the two lively and lovely kids... i went through a little with nic's homework which he was stucked at and then he was so eager to play mahjong.. permission was granted and off we went to play.. nic wasnt that bad, won 2 out of 3 matches.. haha.. good good.. got potential... lol~!!

i wasnt too bad... look at the cards.. haha.. i just took them and i was already waiting... but then again, i didnt just wait for that... i reshuffled and made it into big cards.

they're very cute playing that especially mei mei.. she just take, throw, take, throw.. but when we saw her cards, we were amazed.. haha.. very nice... oh, btw, is it legal to post photo of kids playing this? haha... anyway, we didnt involve money k... just for fun!! ;p

and look at their creation!! haha.. so creative.. apparently, it was suppose to be a cow.. haha.. and i didnt take long to realize it.. hahaha...

then, at night, i went to look for le but it didnt turn out good.. well, forget it...

suday, went to church and didnt get to see gawain.. but luckily, i met this two kids downstairs though i didnt see them in service.. haha.. *hugs* they looked bright and colourful.. nice!!

and after service, le followed me back to my house to bai nien.. haha. and i bet he enjoyed himself... =D me too, always enjoy his company... and after dinner, i fetched him back..

well, though it was a quiet new year, but i still thank God for everything...

i hope nothing stands btw us.

but it's just unfair

cuz i only get to see you once a week

3:11 PM

Monday, January 26, 2009

okay.. my blog is starting to have spider webs.. haha..

okay.. i am doing fine, if you are wondering.. many people think i am so free, well, i guess i am a little.. i am often present in st anne's despite serving NS.. haha.. well, i would say i grasp every and any opportunity i could just to see my kids, be it one hour or one minute; a hug or a distant wave, i will be more than satisfied.. who would understand that more than my God? =D you wouldnt.. you would say i am mad, why not spend time going home rest, sleep, find a girlfriend... well, that's me.. if God made me a servant, i will be.. if i were for the kids, i will be.. ;p

okay.. to back track a little...
24th Jan (Saturday)

it was the last saturday before chinese new year.. and i was tasked to take care of god-son.. so, on this very first time, we spent our time out.. first, i received him from his tuition centre.. then, we went all the way down to toa payoh to wait for someone... this was us waiting outside.. i was showing him magic tricks to kill some time..

and zhong le was that someone we were waiting for.. haha.. i asked him out to accompany me when god-son attends his tuition later that day.. and we had sakae sushi for lunch..

at first he tried to "siam" the photo.. then, i managed to capture again..

and this was taken outside god-son's tuition place.. nice~!!

another shot before we said bye...

then both le and i went on a very hurried shopping spree.. it wasnt that fruitful but it was always nice to have him around to make me laugh..

and not long before we headed back to pick sotaro.. didnt buy anything in the end..

and so, we were all at the bus stop waiting for bus to bring le back home as he had taekwando..

and we started taking photos..

on the bus, le really knows how to take care of my boy.. i wasnt as worried then... haha..

that probably sumed up my day..

the next day, sunday 25th Jan.. *HAPPY BIRTHDAY JORELL*

well, didnt get anything for my boy.. haha.. anyway, ya, it was the eve of chinese new year and i was quite desperate because i had yet to get my shirt and shoes and almost everything... and so, since i didnt get anything for le the previous day, i promised him i would bring him out again and this time, we will get something, at least.. and we went shopping again!! haha.. from OG, we started walking and trying on.. haha.. and he was just clueless about everything... he started off with crocodile shirt.. haha.. cute but wasnt appropriate.. see? not that bad though but his mum will sure give a "huh?!" kinda look.. haha.. and the young salesgirl outside the fitting room was so fascinated, she kept chanting "oh, so cute, so cute.." haha.. whatever~~

the shirt was nice but i preferred the blue strips.. anyway, i didnt buy in the end because i wanted to view more variety before the final conclusion, though i was running out of time (half day for CNY eve).

a better picture of us in the shirt.. i think it's very nice, especially we were in the same shirt.. haha.. can be my son too...

then, we went up to the kid's section and we finally found what's suitable for le.. though it was a little expensive and over his budget, i paid for the excess and there went the happy boy with the new shirt.. haha...

and so, we went off and i got a chance to find my clothes.. finally, i found what's suitable for me, after walking through bugis street and bugis shopping centre... i ended up at DOMANCHI~!! and i FELL IN LOVE with the clothes there.. man, how i foresee myself spending much money there in the future.. haha...

then, it was about time when i sent le home... we were happy we got our own clothes, last min.. haha.. and then, after i brought him home, i went alone to city hall to look for shoes.. it was at the brim of time when i finally, and i mean thank GOD, finally, a shop that was not closed by 6pm... it was where i got my very own shoes with $110 at cost.. well, cant help much.. i love the design, the colour, the comfortable-ness, and for a last min item, i just had to give it all, and i was at least glad to pay.. haha.. =D

HAPPY NEW YEAR!~!! stay tune for more CNY photos!!

my weekend shopping
with you was fun.
maybe next year again? ;p

1:40 AM

Friday, January 16, 2009

this was...............................................

9th Jan. Fri. haha..

i finished work a little earlier than usual and so, once i reached sk, i gave nic a call. it's been a long time since i met him..

reached his house, had dinner and i taught him some work and helped in his project. (oh, did i ever mention about him being in a new school? yeah, was transfered out because he passed some test and was enrolled into a gifted school. am so so so proud of him, another gawain. =D)

and after all the work and stuff, it was about 9pm. well, thought it was late to go out but then, we were still given grace to go play till 10pm.. haha.. and so, all of us rushed to put on our gears and off we went...

it was funny cuz he fell immediately he entered the lift.. i just missed the chance of taking that shot down..

but then, i didnt miss this~!! haha.. nat fell at the same time while the lift was heading ground floor.. haha.. guess they haven't been practicing.. =D

let the fun begin!! (fall again)

can you see us? haha..

now you can.. haha.. ;p

blur sia.. sians...

even more blur.. sians.. he kept moving while i kept tickling him.. haha..

i dont understand.. i look so ugly in most of the photo.. not my photo day.. haha..

they kept moving and pushing.. haha.. i'm the strongest cuz i didnt move.. haha.. i "gek".. =D

okay, she fell after this shot.. haha..

so it's better to sit.. haha..

but then, we tried again.. didnt work out well but at least there's something.. haha..

on the way back, he slipped and fell again.. haha.. power spin..

then came the mei mei..

it was so much fun..

sweat it out!!

11:08 PM

since i havent been blogging, which means i havent had the time, let me at one shot blog what happened last week...

6th Jan.

my sqn had night flying and this time, it was my turn to be on night shift. well, i would be glad because i had the previlege to see my kids in st anne's in the morning!! the disadvantage was, i got to sleep very little.. but then again, who cares~?! haha...

and i told myself, for this 2 very rare days, i've got to snap as much photos as i could.. haha.

Yik Yong~!! haha.. new kid on the block~ haha..

dearest Joshy.. =D

i love this pic.. he would look like me if his eyebrows were thicker.. haha..

7th Jan.

i wore my air force collar tee..

my new best friend... E-an's brother, E-dan. =D

my new love.. Brandon's brother, Ayden...

look at that tail~!! *jealous*

see? i had one last time too and i had it all because of his brother.. i dont know how many times i said this.. haha.. ya, that's really me.. see under "History" in April 2008.. you can see this..

hais.. miss those days with his brother.. he really resembles his bro..

Darryl and Josh... so adorable..

one of my love.. haha.. very smart and lovable.. nic and me.. and i recently got to know his dad too.. haha.. it's a small world after all~!! =D

the "Big" three in Kindness B. haha.. my fav 3 are these.. =D

verel.. he made most of my days. very sweet kid..

josh while saying his prayers..

well, i must say, i'm really ugly here.. haha..

okay, this might help save my looks a little.. haha..

my sweetest boy of the day~!!! so much love in the air~ =D

8th Jan.

the next day, i worked in the afternoon. i had the last chance to visit my kids..

E-dan.. very cool sia..

then i told him "must smile la~".. and he gave me this...

wahahaha....

and here, i waited so long just to have a snap with my new known kid, zheng hao's bro, zheng jie.. haha.. for the last 3 days, i realized i've drawn very close to him.. both the brothers are just as close to me now, and they're themselves very lovable and adorable kids.. haha.. and this veron was so funny.. i was waiting at a corner for him till he finished his homework so i could take photo with him. and when he's first to finish, i shout to veron, "YO, CAN TAKE photo already?" haha.. and she asked jie to go look for me.. ;p

aint this nice? (:

okay, i tickled him. muahaha..

this is zann, jie's partner.. i kept telling her that jie shall be my partner for that day.. hhahaha.. she refused all the time.. haha..

she's such a sweet girl.. always calling my name and giving me the biggest smile she could make.. =D

verel and germio. just before i leave the school.. i'm so gonna miss them...

thanks for everything...

10th Jan.

as usual, and it had been my saturday routine, i met up with le for basketball game.. i had to rush down from town after shopping with chipmunk and frog.. =D

the game always made me happy.. haha.. and played for almost an hour, we had drinks and chatted for a while at the playground..

ya, he was playing on these for a while, while i took a photo and kept teasing him.. haha..

a decent shot.. :)

a shot with the basketball as an evidence that we played.. haha..

and i heard the news,
shocking news.
but please dont cry anymore.
and take good care of my Ayden k..

7:01 PM

Saturday, January 03, 2009

HAPPY 2009!!!

okay, wasnt anywhere but home during countdown.. my paternal cousins came over and celebrated with us too.. then went out for supper.. =D

well, 2009 started off weird.. dont feel like it's a new year, and guess i dont wanna feel like a year older too.. but at least, the great thing was, gawain appeared in my very first 2009 dream.. ;p

Friday (2nd Jan)

well, went to st anne's on their first day of school.. and only the nursery kids were present.. it's to facilitate their comfort level with friends and teachers, and to help them adjust to the surroundings, accompanied with their parents in school.

the kids in st anne's.. wonder how much tears were used up.. haha..

parents anxious to see their kids...playground time!!

i went to st anne's around 915am, just to realized it's only half-day.. *SAD SAD!* but that's nothing to regret when i met this boy... and i literally STARED at HIM!!! okay, actually on my way in, i saw this dad that's very VERY FAMILIAR~!! and i was getting very EXCITED~!!! (cuz i know him, and his kids, till i realized it was half-day school)... anyway, i quickly went into the school and then for the first class (PEACE A), i looked into the class through the window and there.....this little boy looked at me and then a few seconds later, he said "hello" in a soOOOooOo innocent voice..!! and i was still looking at him... so many things running through my head.. he has this little pony tail, just like his brother when he was young.. yes, it's BRANDON KOH's little brother!! i sure do miss my brandon boy.. and YES!! he's in amanda's class~!!! this time, i hope nothing happens like what happened to his brother where they ended up transferring him to another school and i had to hunt down everywhere to look for him.. and of course, i said "hello" back.. i'm really looking forward to seeing him again next week...

that's brandon's bro~!! look exactly like brandon.. =D

then, along the way, i saw E-an's parents.. we chatted a little and then i rushed in to take a look at E-dan, E-an's little puny brother.. soOoooOo adorable.. will definitely take photos with him... and he was so little, sitting there alone, not crying... others were making a huge fuse and tearing like waterfall but him.. and i approached him, talked a little and left cuz tr karen needed help in holding on to a crying boy.. oh well, time was really short and all of them left.. will see them again soon!!! and years ahead to come!! (finally got another reason to go st anne's, to take leave/off, and even to fall sick!! haha.. i'm ready to over-write my history, to make history again!!)

okay.. amanda has this specs and it made both of us so "high".. haha.. so facinated by it... LOL~!!

haha.. self-snapped photos..

at night, got a call from Zheng Hao.. oh, it's been weeks since i hear his voice.. really glad that he called.. we were talking about his first day of school.. (: *love*

then, minutes later, was shocked to see "e-an's father" name flashing on my hp... as i picked up the call, it was my little apple, E-an... haha.. it's been ages the last time i heard his voice.. and was really glad to speak to him.. heard from him that he scored 2nd in class last year.. everything seemed so perfect.. =D *love* got the chance to wish him "Happy Birthday, sweetie."

thank you God..

3Jan (Saturday)

okay, i seriously was looking forward to this day.. had a date to play basketball with one of my kids in church.. it's a long long story how we even came to a conclusion to meet up.. but at first we weren't that close, but thanks to the christmas singing (CCIS), i got a little closer to him... pri 5 boy, easy going, fun-to-be-with, funny guy, "humble"... haha.. yea, and we met up for a basketball game..

well, it was worth waiting for my morning before he called and met up with me at about 2pm, though i reached the destination at about 12plus.. it's just a little pity i dont get to spend more time with him.. never mind! hope it can be an every-saturday thing.. =D

went we met up, i was so glad to see him.. chatted all the way (long way) to the basketball court.. when we reached the court, we saw people playing.. then, we sat down a little while to wait.. just then, rain came... haiss.. i was like -.-" sians lor... so we went to look for shelter.. but i don't know why, after a while, we decided to go back to the basketball court.. (he said that it was just drizzle, never mind...) and by God's grace, really God's grace that the rain stopped.. and come to think about it, i truly thank God for making space for US!! love it.. it's really well-planned.. the rain chased off the gang playing and when we went back, the rain STOPPED and the entire court was empty!! haha.. so happy!! and so, we started playing......and laughing... (cant stop laughing... i wonder if i'm funny or he's funny.. haha..)

took a photo during our drink time!

the entire time spent together was great, precious, unforgetable.. gave him a treat on drinks and then i got to run... was late for church.. worse still, after sending him back, i took mrt and bus and lo and behold, i ended up lost... LOST!! thank God regina was in church, backing me up for pianist.. phew, lucky.. and i reached church about 5.30++pm.. haha.. no choice, was guilty and i bought them dinner.. (sorry, got the wrong drink and maggie mee.. ;p) yup.. but great day!!

and at least for now,
i've got another reason
to go church...
Love you God..

Your plans are always

P-E-R-F-E-C-T!!

8:50 PM

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

BOXING DAY~

actual fact is, children are looking forward to this day rather Christmas.. haha.. but how many of them are able to wait till boxing day then they will open the presents? haha.. i can, and i did..

these are my collection~!! (love the taboo game from my mum)

this beautiful sweater is from my sis.. plain and nice.. and this shirt comes together with the sweater~! i love this shirt.. thanks sis~my aunt bought this shirt for me.. nice!aunt pauline (johanan's mum) gave me a gorgeous black tight fit shirt.. nice! thanks!! my 2nd aunt gave me a huge box and inside contains this two things.. dont worry, i'd told you i would love anything from you.. haha... thanks, and that spongebob is cute, adds on to my many collection!!

she also gave me this.. i laughed when i opened it.. don't know why, but it's so funny..

and the most unique present (after what i got from marvin last year-a pair of chopsticks), it would be...

FROM ANDREW~!!! what are you thinking? haha.. he said this would be useful for my classroom management... yeah, i guess they would be quiet after i showed them the unique present... haha... and i know he's kidding.. =D thanks bro~!!

and there were some presents not loaded because i received them a bit later than boxing day... and that's why i didnt open on time and took photo of them.. however, i must still thank them!!

and on sunday...

played games with the kids in church.. had so much fun, especially when we played "trust fall" where kids stand at the edge of the table, facing back and then fall back... of course, there will be people catching them and it was three very muscular teachers standing by... haha.. apart from that, and i was kind off prepared not to see gawain in church because he was away from singapore... anyway, to think about it, will gawain trust me in the "trust fall"? haha.. i think.....................

and this is Keith boy and me..!

kester, me, keith..

love my kids.. and i've been smsing someone a lot lately... haha..

and they made me happy!
i love receiving your smses.

12:15 AM

Friday, December 26, 2008

23DEC.

i was off this very day and i got in touch with my 2 kids.. supposed to bring them out for breakfast but apparently, i overslept.. *sorry*.. but still, i brought them for a late breakfast.. haha.. after which, i spent some time with them at their house.. played Yu-Gi-Oh cards with Jorell..

then we were chatting away in his room.. haha... quality time..

and he tried on my specs.. haha... looks good. (:

then, left their house and went to meet my boy, whom i havent brought out for a long time.. Johanan. noticed i chaged specs? (if you're a boy, you'd probably notice only when you read this cuz most of my female friends/kids would tell me i changed specs but the boys dont notice.) does the specs suit me? haha..

as usual, both of us went down to the airport.. haha.. we're regulars to the place already.. haha..

together, we took photo with the man-made control tower..

we went to ride on the free ride train in the basement and guess what? we saw MARK!! haha.. he's my ex-st anne's student.. so funny la.. he was videoing us.. =D

and here we are on the tram...

blur cuz the ride was very bumpy...

after that, we decided to go IKEA for dinner!! yummy~!!

then, it's SHOPPING TIME!!

crabby crab~!! it's snapping his ears!! haha..

then we went to see all the different display rooms and we really had so much fun.. can you imagine him being a house husband or chef next time? he's so interested in the kitchen stuff.. haha.. you see and you'll know what i mean..

we kept role playing the kitchen scene where he cooks for me and i'll pretend eating and drinking those delicious food.. haha..

i told him that in the kitchen, you dont only cook, you wash.. and here, he's pretending to wash the dishes.. wahhaha...

exploring the lights...

bake? haha.. yea, a huge oven...

a kiddy set of kitchenery play...

preparing and setting up the dining table! haha..

we really had great time there.. after that, i went to his house and as i promised, i stayed over his place.. =D

spent so much quality time together.. love it.. and i bet he enjoyed himself too.. a good night kiss to end the wonderful day!!

24th DEC!!

the start of my santa claudsing.. haha.. i love giving presents and meeting my kids~!! however, this year, i didnt have my blades on, my guitar striped and my christmas cap on.. haha.. it was raining and i guess i'm not prepared to play and sing this year.. anyway, here's what i did..

the start of the day, i went to Jorell and Jordyn's house!! haha.. and they each made a card for me.. haha... i like them very much.. thanks~!!

and then, walked down to Coleman's house.. i'm really excited to see him, such a lovely and adorable boy... =D love him, love him, love him~!

then, took bus and went searching for the next person's house till i finally found it.. haha.. it's zheng hao!! haha.. was very anxious and excited because it's my first time, first year i was going his place.. dont know the parents well and have no idea how things gonna turn out..

i took a deep breath and pressed the bell.. the mum came by and was so happy to see me.. well, but was disappointed to hear that zheng hao had just fallen asleep(nap)... although he's taking his nap, his mum invited me in and tried waking zheng hao up (since i came a long way)... and there, he woke up, looking puzzled at first but went our eyes met, we hugged.. =)

had a great chat with his mum and due to time issue, it's a pity i had to leave.. more hugs and then a photo with him.. well, am really looking forward the next time i meet him, or even every sunday... pray hard that God will use me mightly to be a servant, a role-model or even a big brother to this little boy.. hope this will also bring me a step closer to the Creator too.. lots of love to him and Him.. till we meet again~~real soon!

then, took a bus down to the 3 Ds house (Dylan, Darryl and Danzel)... but to my surprise, their house were full of people.. haha... they were having a party.. i didnt know what to do.. haha.. shocked.. didnt expect so many people and i didnt prepare anything great.. cuz when i looked into the house, there, under the HUMONGOUS laid countless of HUGE PRESENTS... and i, got three puny presents.. haha.. but i told myself, since i'm here, just for the kids,i shall see them.. and there, the three of them came out and greeted me.. and we even took photos.. haha.. lovely..

then, left with no regrets, i called up my dearest Eunice and was glad she's at home.. so, i took another bus and drop by her place... gave to her one of my three special bears... (first to gawain, second to her. third is still with me).. haha.. was really happy to see her.. *hugs*!

gave her the bear that comes with a photo we took on the last day of school... love it.. and i love this photo too.. (: *sweet*

last stop was suppose to be Nic and Nat, but they werent around... and i was late for an event at SBC.. so, i decided to go home and rest...

25th DEC!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS~!!!
i love you!

it's christmas!! so excited as i got up and went to church... service was okay.. got a korean speaker but couldnt catch what he was preaching.. haha..

and sitting in front of me was this two mischievous boys.. so cute and adorable.. so distracted by them.. haha... and the funniest thing was, since they are twins, i got a photo with one of them and when i asked them who was it, both of them actually started fighting and arguing that it was themselves.. haha.. so funny, even both of them got confused about each other, let alone me.. ;p

anyway, managed to talk to gawain for a while but didnt snap any photos because he was rushing off.. haiss... and i wont see him next week cuz he'll be away.. what a pity.. gonna miss him a lot!!!

caught up with the Ks and had some time with them.. haha.. loved man, and keith was so nice to accompany me... haha..

my cool little Kester..

but then, he became silly kester.. haha..

after church, i called nic but he wasnt at home.. and so, i went home and com-ed for a while.. till about evening, he called and told me he was home.. so i got changed and rushed down!!

nic and me..

cute!! with his christmas cap on~ haha..

and the funniest thing was, he didnt realize he got the cap on till an hour later during dinner! haha...

and talking about dinner, he's dad went out to packet PIZZA for us and his mum made WINGS, as well as BAKED RICE for us.. YUMMY~!!

that's about my christmas... how about yours? got many presents? i got many! haha.. thanks to those that contributed!! love them.. i've yet to open them... and my lovely OWEN and REUBEN came by my house just to pass me a christmas present!! and Owen even showed me some of his magic tricks! so cool.. haha.. okay.. i shall find some time to open my presents! and after i've seen my presents, i'll do a ranking.. look out soon!!

i'll be waiting
even though
you wont be around
this sunday
see you next sunday!
i will miss you~

11:40 PM

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

SunDAy 21st DeC

sorry, havent been doing much of an update because my LAPTOP is officially CRUSHED and my broadband was spoilt. that means, i havent ZERO access to the internet. last night, it was being repaired, finally and now i'm back with the updates..

sunday, my kids from church had their final practice in church before they headed down to orchard for their annual performance.. i was very excited, so were the kids... and on this very day, all of them were nicely and "whitely" dressed.. and i took this opportunity to take many photos of my loved ones..

zhong le.. funny chap..

darling gawain...

dearest Ks...

oh, i made him take a photo with me because he gave me a present! haha.. so touched but he HATES taking photos.. oh well, i got my way to make him take with me.. wahaha... smile~

the kids in their costume, rehearsing.. and my dearest boy acted as the main character, Joseph.. =) he look so good in it.. should make him act every year now.. haha..
and my dearest Ks were the Shepherds..
and i LOVE this photo.. i've developed a photo of it and i kept it in my wallet.. they're my bundle of joy!! without them, i wont be twice, or even thrice as happy as i am now.. everytime i open my wallet, i would see them!

and at night about 7pm, the kids came back church for dinner and then hopped onto a bus hired by us to bring them to orchard rd.. and here, i saw my lovely kids and, photos photos photos...

isnt Kester cute? =D i told him that he was cute and he claimed that nobody has ever said he was cute except me.. haha.. but he is what..

what a waste, so blur... and i said keith wasnt cute at all.. he's mr. handsome.. for once, i said a kid is more handsome than me.. ;p (just kidding)

and the Ks got along well with my littke god-son... cheers~

trust me, during the bus ride, it was a ride of a lifetime.. the moment i reached home this night, i written everything i felt onto my personal journal book.. i didnt want to missed out or forget what had happened.. here go..

1) i asked gawain if he remembered what i bought for him on his birthday but he guessed wrongly.. then, jireh, who overheard tried to guess it and he was right the first guess.. haha.. it was a cup with our photo printed on it.. and gawain said to me excitedly that he used it every day with milo in it.. =D

2) while boarding the bus, the kids were split into two groups.. and i was like the last to board.. so i opened one of the back door of the van and i saw my little gawain there.. i didnt hesitate and i boarded instantly.. and as he sat beside me, he said he was tired and he was lying on my shoulders (more of chest), and sleep.. of course, here and there, he was awaken and chat a little.. but i must say, i will never forget the entire trip..it was so warm and loving..

3) i notice gawain was a little moody at a later part of the night before performance.. then i went to ask him what's wrong, and if he was okay.. he came close to my ears and whispered, "i'm afraid of dying." and i was stunned.. he said he cant imagine the kind of death, or even closing his eyes and never open it, even though he knew he would go heaven.. i really felt him, and understand the feelings he had.. and so, i held on to his both hands, looked into his eyes and said, "gawain, you must have faith. dont worry, i'll be there.. and we'll meet each other in heaven when we die. trust me, if i die first, i'll be waiting for you in heaven." and i also told him that he would make me very sad too when i see him so moody and unhappy.. and he smiled.. he smiled at me.. that was the best smile i got from him..

come to think about it.. i actually thought of what kind of death i would go thought.. and it could possibly be scary.. but look, i'm thinking of it like at this age. and gawain is like 10 years old.. he's sensible and mature.. hope he has more faith and grows up to become a man after God's heart. and as i promised, i'll never stop caring for him, never will i stop showering my love and care for him..

and honestly, the kids did so well during their performance and they deserve a pat on the back.. it was really a great experience... hope they enjoyed it...

we took that photo after the performance.. and as the Ks left the place, my eyes followed them.. i just cant bear to part.. and the most touching thing was, kester suddenly stopped with an "AH!" sound.. he turned back, ran towards me and gave me a BIG hug.. ohh, i almost melted.. hahaha.. then keith came by to hug me too.. i tell you, that was what you'll never forget in years to come.. how i love them soo...

and after that, i knew my little boy was darn tired.. but he really did an excellent job, singing, dancing and smiling thoughtout the performance.. and i carried him as he slept on my shoulders all the way back to seng kang..

cheers~!!

and this is from Jireh, he bought from gentings and he said it was very expensive.. haha.. ya, for a kid, maybe.. RM10. but it's definitely expensive when you value it from the thought and heart.. that's why people always say "it's the thought that counts." and that's expensive..

MERRY CHRISTMAS~!!

a precious day today...
i'll never forget it...

11:47 PM

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

I Love my SAT~!!

okay, i was really looking forward to this very day. i actually told my dear boy nic that i'll bring him out the sat after his birthday. but i was afraid he would forget. at 0830h, he called, and i was so glad to hear him say "yes" to going out with me~!

i quickly prepared myself and went over his house to fetch him. he was all alone waiting for me when i reached his house. haha.. poor boy.. then, we headed to PLAZA SING~!! had breakfast first @ Cafe Cartel..

and i tell you, we were more than blessed... why?

first, i entered and i asked if there's breakfast set meals. the one that served me dont know and asked another to serve.. so we ordered.. but when i asked if there's milo, (and i was pulling their legs) they replied no.. ya, i kind off expected that.. so i got him milk and i had tea..

later, while we were served our breakfast, one of the girls came with this hot chocolate drink. immediately, i said, "oh, sorry, we didnt order that" and her reply? "That's a complimentary." i was stunned~!! should be the joke i played came true!! haha.. taste like milo but was milky and thick in the chocolate...

then, a while later, a girl came by and chatted with us.. (should be nic's smile and look cuz he was really cute and sweet and handsome *i think* that attracted her) then, from her pocket, she fisted out a bar of "hersey's" chocolate.. awww, so sweet... isnt we blessed?

and see the amount of drinks we were served? haha..

after that, we quickly went upstairs to buy movie tickets~!! we were like late.. hhahaah.. queueing at 1130am when 1130am was the show.. oh well, in the end, we werent late..

and we took photo before we entered..

blurred.. but never mind..

guess what we watched?

!!~BOLT~!!

the show was actually okay.. the best part was...............when i held nic's hand and watched the movie.. haha.. there wasnt anything significant.. quite expected.. and i thought magdagascar2 was nicer.. but never mind, i was so glad i watched the movie with him... having him beside me was more than blessed too.. and now i start to think, i couldnt have anyone to watch better than him.. :)

we left immediately after the show because he had bowling lessons.. but i really had a freaking great time with him... more? haha... yes.........~~!!

after that, i headed down to church. just then, i received an sms saying if i could bring my god-son from his tuition.. hmm, initially, i said i cant because i had to go church to play piano, not convenient.. however, regina was gracious enough to help when i asked her if she could help take over me.. (i owe you one "tasty" k, if you read my blog. haha..) and i rushed down to fetched my little boy...

on the way to meet his mum, we saw this and i was so "high" about it.. haha.. i like it~!!

SUNDAY.

god-son promised me to wake up early and he did.. was awaken by him at 645am when i actually slept at 4am+ last night!! (went out with anthony, played audi and watched soccer)

okay, brought my boy to church.. haiz, gawain, keith and kester wasnt there.. yet another sunday~..

after church, ate at tekka mall..

and we took bus..............

then mrt, and him sitting at the priority seat.........

and finally, we arrived at.......

!!~EXPO~!!

there's this sports exhibition..

but to my surprised, most stores were closing when we reached.. i was angered by that... well, though that wasnt anything, we made good use of our time there.. played around at an open space, went john little and shop(i BOUGHT NEW SPECS!~!) and we even met my yihua cousin.. so funny, should have taken a photo together.. ya, and we watched karate performance..

well, the best part was the frisbe play.. haha.. we played at the big space for hours!! wow~!

and i stayed over that night..

MONDAY.

it was a public holiday and i used the time to pack my room (a little). haha.. and then, my parents and i went over to the asai's home for dinner..

it was a pleasant trip down.. thanks for the dinner!!

and i think this is funny because it's actually "god-grandfather" and my god-son.. haha.. indirectly lo~...

hmm, what's the next movie
i should watch?
with you?

11:48 PM

Thursday, December 04, 2008

okay.. i've got some people i would like to wish a blessed birthday~!!

Andre-!!
someone who's talented in music, studies and everything.. happy birthday~!

Martin~!!
buddy in church.. funny and nice guy.. happy birthday~!

Lynnette~!!
great cook, one who can enter kitchen with worrying about anything..

Yi Loong~!
my fav boy during my PAP teaching days.. i really miss you~!

and of course,
Dec 2nd..

it was his actual birthday and i decided to bring him out...!

brought nic, together with his sis out to cp to look for my boy's present.. we were searching high and low but couldnt find anything that could satisfy this little chap. it either too big or too expensive that he was not willing to let me buy.. haha.. in the end, we ended up spending our night at swensens~!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS~!!

my little cheerful pieee...

happy birthday!!

nat and nic...

squeezeeeee~!!

nice!

and alone with my boy~

we ate spaghetti and fries and fire-house.. really had a memoriable time together.. he was a member of swensens too, and so, we got a free ice cream cone!!

"nic considered my very first love in st annes'. it was introduced by the chinese teacher who told me to do research on him. but soon, realized i really like this boy.. it's been almost 4 years since we knew each other and i'm just glad that i'm able to know you so much, as well as to be a somebody in your life.. i wish you all the best, especially when you are now posted to a new school in a gifted programme. just know that joey korkor will always be here for you, no matter what happens.."

darling boy and me..

a skinny boy,
or a chubby boy,
you're always my nic tan i love..

4:53 PM

Sunday, November 30, 2008

oh yea, it's been a week and everything seemed to pass by very quickly.. no time to even breathe.. but at least now, i can quietly sit in front of the com to blog because my kid cancelled today's tuition.. so now i'm breathing!

some photos i uploaded, which was taken last week..

26 dec, wed..

as usual, brought my boy home from his class..

27 dec, thurs..

thanks to my officer, i managed to go in my base late.. so, i planned a breakfast with my two kids i havent seen for a while.. hahaa.. precious day...

Jorell

jorell and his sis.. is she camera shy or she just dont want to take the photo? i donno~.. ha..

we dropped by st anne's a while and i saw some of my missed-dearly kids.. one of them was ernest!! *hugss*

28 dec, Fri.

and so, since it was no fly day, i actually went into the sqn late again.. and this time, i had breakfast with jireh!! haha.. so blessed..

and at night, i was invited to his grandma's house (just opposite my house and he stayed there since sunday) for dinner..

and he was wearing this shirt.. noticed anything? haha.. it's my surname there!! haha.. he knows it and he purposely wore that.. lol~..

then i saw this on his pants too.. haha.. and i told him that it was my club cuz it's J=Joey club.. then he said, no it was his, J=Jireh.. then i started laughing because i realized we were Js.. and i told him then it's our club and he blushed sia... hahaha...

after dinner, i asked him, or rather begged him for photo together.. but then he was so shy, rejected a few times before he agreed.. and know what, he said wait because he need to go style his hair and he left to the toilet... zzz~.. haha.. how cute that was..

actually all not very nice but looking at them reminded me of what happened there, and it brings a smile to my face..

after that, he came over to my place to play...

29 dec, Sat

i spared my sat morning just so to meet up with my little loved boy..

he so wanted to go to airport again but managed to convince him... in the end, we went IKEA~!!

and we had our lunch first.. it was great and cheap.. i actually like it..

he love this shark.. haha.. can you tell?

i know you can.. hahaa..

he went to play at the indoor playground while i played my psp.. and after a while, when i needed to go church soon, we left the place.. and of course not empty handed.. haha.. ICE-CREAM~!! nice nice~!!

on the bus, he was so hyper and cheeky.. haha..

loving day...

and finally, after two weeks of waiting.......

30 dec, Sun.

and i saw him~!! yes, he came.. haha.. my dearest Joseph.. OPPS~!! it's Gawain lah.. hahaha..

and i wont go off without a photo with him... i really miss him...

*hugs*

and i was stunned when i saw this kid.. haha.. ya, ethan, my dear one that came back from china for a performance.. so grown up already...

and my dear little handsome... thinking back, i used to pray hard to get to know him.. haha..

and now, they're my dearest two kids~!! *love them*

please come church next week~!!

and oh, for your info, i lost my bible.. sians~~!! i'm sure i left it in the MRT.. oh well...

left church before youth ended because i went to meet my two very close friends~!! yea, they entered army and meeting up has been tough.. this time, they called me out and i couldnt reject this once over the blue moon offer.. haha...

i'm really satisfied.. thank you God for you great plans.. i'm really happy, besides my work everyday.. haha.. oh, the thought of going work tml just killed all my happy thoughts.. chaos~

cant wait for sunday
cuz that's the only time i see you.
and what about you?

10:00 PM

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

soME upDates

am using the com in my sister's room now.. now, frequently, you'll find me in her room, which doesnt happen when i have my laptop.. i have no choice.. haha.. psps...

anyway, one of the days during the week, think on monday, sotaro's mum sms me an MMS.. since i was in camp and i cannot carry any camera phone, i cant view the pic.. so, at night, when i opened the web of the MMS, to my horror, or maybe what i dont expect, i saw THIS~!! and it took me wondering for 5 sec who this guy was till i realized was my god-son.. hahaha..

alright.. met some of the AOS friends on this RSAF anniversary.. nice photo right? ;p

then, i received an unexpected invitation.. i wouldnt have imagined this day though.. it's one of my long-long-long-time-no-see kid from st anne's many years back...

TADAH~!!!

presenting, JOACHIM goh!! (my damn com is spoilt.. if not i can upload my previous photo took with him like 2-3years ago.. exactly the same position, same place, same smile..) ah.. got another photo i took with him but i forgot to upload.. prob missed it.. and now my hp is with caroline.. never mind..

really miss those days with him. and i really enjoyed the short time together. thanks~!!

on sunday, it was fund raising day~!! everyone got to wear red~!! and so, we did...

and my little buddy boy julian was wearing almost the same as my little boy.. so cute..

and here, i took a photo of him with his glasses on..

end of fund raising!! the red team~!!

and before we stepped out of church, we took a photo with this christmas tree.. just situated directly in the front of the main enterance. cant wait for chirstmas to come~!! season of giving!!

"long time ago, in bethlehem, so the holy bible says.........."

and so, we headed to vivo for a walk.. he claimed he was afraid of dogs and i brought him to one of the pet shops to view dogs.. it was a great experience for him and he in the end told me he loved them and wanted to have a hamster and a dog at home..

then we went out for a walk...

till we see the weather coming in.. saw that on the left top?

okay.. dark clouds.. but my purpose for this shot was the christmas tree..

a fine day out..

last monday, dont know what made me call nic up and ended up spending my max-ed out day with him.. and i tell you, it's worth it.. i really enjoyed his presence...

he was concentrating playing his game..

this is cute but it's blur.. well, you get what we mean can already.. hahaha...

really made me feel energized even after my long day of work and was shagged out... and hoping for the next meet.. monday again? =D

and this morning, i had breakfast with Jorell and Jordyn.. been a long time since i met them.. really had a great time together.. pic during the next post~!!

and tomorrow morning, am meeting jireh kong for breakfast!! cant wait... hope i wont be late for work! (:

all i want for chirstmas is...
always you... and i mean You..

6:35 PM

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Dear readers,

I'm truly sorry.. not that i'm closing my blog, but my laptop is down!! down as is not working.. therefore, i cannot upload any photos, update as often as i can (though i dont update that often)..

i've got a few exciting news to share but they should be accompanied by photos.. haiss.. well, have to wait for the right time to come..

okay, i just watched st anne's year end concert disc.. almost cried, if it wasnt the fault of the camera.. but videoing.. hate it.. but then again, i really miss those days with my kids!! :'(

okay.. pray hard, though it's almost impossible, to get my lappy back!! worse still, ALL MY PHOTOS IN THERE WILL BE GONE!!! can imagine how much photos i have in it?! #$%^& damn..

sometimes, i just hate my job

i'm tired of it..

i need some love,

i need some quiet time,

i need some comfort.

9:38 PM