it's always so amazing when you experience God's planning (and you know it).. it was so well planned, i've got absolutely no comments..
right after i had a soccer match here in India, i went back to my dorm to rest and dry my perspiration before bathing.. i was struggling with myself whether to play my psp or to read to bible.. okay, it was quite a mind-war before i decided to obediently pick up the bible, sit on my desk and read..
as i opened it to get my daily bread sandwiched between it, i noticed the daily bread was folded at this page entitled "SEEDS SOWED".. well, talking about coincidence (NOT), i decided to read it, which was dated "wed" instead of the page with the current date.. and here it goes, answering the prayers i always have, ever since i came back from Thailand..
"do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. A man reap what he sows...... Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good to all people, especially to those who belong to the family of believers." Galatians 6:7/10
and daily bread always write about stories or a scenario to make things even clearer. and here it goes....
"Once, there was a man who entered a provision shop. To his surprise, he saw God behind the counter and decided to ask, "What are you selling, God?"
and God replied him, "What does your heart desire?"
"i want happiness within my family, love between people, world peace, joy to the world....."
"...but my dear child, i don't sell fruits here. I only sell seeds."
and that touched my heart so much.. i was so moved and affected by it.. and as i lift up my head, i saw photos taken from Thailand kids camp pasted on the side of the wardrobe.. then i question myself, are they who God wants me to plant seeds in? i dont want to doubt God again.. it was very clear.. and i want to obey him..
"Dear God, if it's your will, i commit myself to You and trust that you will open a way for me. Amen"