Joey_("v")_Jesus

Thanksgiving 2007 -Passed my Napfa -Graduated from Poly -Job at PAP -Thailand March Camp -Bought my Keyboard -family camp -Job at st anne's many more though... just seconds before 2008 comes... well, Lord, bless 2008... waiting to see you only

this was how i spent my last day of 2007. Nic actually called me yesterday to roller blade. but i wasnt free and i promised him today i would go blade with him... my best blading mate!! it's like 10 mins before 2008 comes... but i'm at home alone... well, at least God's with me... 2008. please be a good year

Dear Readers of jc-boy's blog, if you are reading this now, why not turn on your speaker too... take some time to listen to this song that has just ministered to me... i teared. why? listen to it and you'll know... if you need, do take time to pray, reflect and meditate... God's here, always... you're His... Who am I? That the Lord of all the earth, Would care to know my name, Would care to feel my hurt. Who am I? That the bright and morning star, Would choose to light the way, For my ever wandering heart. Not because of who I am, But because of what you've done. Not because of what I've done, But because of who you are. I am a flower quickly fading, Here today and gone tomorrow, A wave tossed in the ocean, A vapor in the wind. Still you hear me when I'm calling, Lord, you catch me when I'm falling, And you've told me who I am. I am yours. I am yours. Who am I? That the eyes that see my sin Would look on me with love And watch me rise again. Who am I...

a day i would never imagine it to happen i woke up early even though i slept very late the previous night. reason being, to bake the cornflakes thingy for one more kid, Johanan. after baking, i took my blades and bladed down to his house, hougang. i tell you, i've never blade so quickly. it took me less than 10mins to reach hougang. i almost had hamstring. it was aching already... when i reached his place, i called him down. but the funny thing was, when he came down, he was well-dressed. and he said he could go out with me. haha. and so, i took him OUT! but first, i had to go home and get changed. so we took bus back to my house... taken on the bus... took this at my house. we were in green. and guess where we went? continue... we walked down to cp and took a train down to habour front. on NEL... this was taken outside vivo... we walked in toy'r'us for a while. here's he and the robot... well, how much he loved thomas the train. after that, we went to see some crui...

someone emailed me a test and i did what's on it. and i scored 40points. upon reading what a 40points-person is, i came to realize how true it was. here's the result and you all see if it's true about me or not. and there's another test i did two post below. that, i must say, i dont act my age. haha.. cuz deep inside, i'm still seventeen... LOL~!! 31 TO 40 POINTS : Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over if that trust is ever broken.

glad that Christmas gifts dont only ends when Christmas day is over. i still receives them. and here's one, where Gordon asked me to drop by his place to take a present he is going to give me. and so, i went down on wednesday evening. and here's a card he made. i love it. so cute and lovely. that's me and him in the picture drawn by him. thanks!~!

You Act Like You Are 17 Years Old You are a teenager at heart. You don't quite feel like a grown up yet, but you don't feel like a kid.You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. You're quite rebellious, and you don't like being told what to do. You like to do things your way.You have your own unique style, taste in music, and outlook on life.

MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL~!!! thanks to the alarm clock, it shook me off my bed even when i slept at 3am and i couldnt even hear my own hp's alarm... power alarm clock... anyway, i was so excited to go church, knowing that gawain had something for me that he did all by himself... church service was okay... lost my focus many times because i was really tired... but didnt fell asleep, just lost my concentration... haha... ya... so, after holy communion, i went to the back of the church... then, gawain spotted me at the back, came behind with the present and gave me... a bag with 2 wrapped presents and a card... i'm just very "over" with the card, eyeing on it all the time... i love handmade cards because i can never find them elsewhere. one and only one... i thanked him for the present and hugged him tight, real tight... grateful, appreciation, love, joy, happiness... that's what i felt when i hugged him... i knew i hugged tight, but i didnt know if it was overly tight......

Christmas EVE. woke up in the morning just to pack my room first. then, at about 3+pm, i went down potong pasir to meet martin and shaun because we're going MALAYSIA~!! haha... shaun drove and we went to pick rachel first. then, down to Malaysia we go... it wasnt so "jammy". and when we reached, we had paper chicken and some other dishes as our first meal there. soon, we were all geared up for GOOOOOOOO KART!!! cool, fun... i overtaken everybody except shaun. shaun overtaken everybody except me. so, it's a draw... but weeee~ it was fun... fast and furious!!! then, we went caroling at rachel's father's company... buffet, cards, cakes, singing... we stayed there till like late... it was about 11pm that we set off... suddenly!!! JAM~!! we thought we might just miss the count down and ended up celebrating our Christmas in the car.... then, as we exited the courseway, it was like 1156pm... shaun drove like 999km/hr just to head down to orchard rd... and it was so ...

Sunday i slept at about 3am the previous night because i was busy with my christmas baking. surprisingly, i managed to wake up just in time for church. i guess it was because i used my younger sis' ULTRA LOUD alarm clock and i was so afraid it would ring and blast off my ears. so, luckily, my hp's alarm rang first and i quickly wake up to off my sis' alarm... in church, i constantly wander around just to check if i would spot gawain's parents anywhere but for the first hour, i was very disappointed because they were out of sight. then, while i was singing praises, i happened to turn to my right and i saw his father. i suddenly burst out smiling dumbly to myself. i was so happy. after church, i went upstairs to look for gawain. HUGSSS~!! i just dont want to let go... passed him my present and he said he couldnt give me today because his need a lot of time to do. well, i just cant wait to receive his present. gawain and i *love love love* and then, i went to look for jire...

dearest readers, sorry for making all worry about me. guess i just need to vent my anger on/at something, and my blog was the victim. at least, after typing, crying and all, guess i felt better and no innocent people or things around me were destroyed, injured, spoilt, damaged... thanks for concerned people... love, Joey and i guess, without you i probably might breathe better, sleep better, eat better... but i still love you i dont know why

a picture speaks a thousand words. 最爱你的人是我 你怎么舍得我难过 在我最需要你的时候 没有说一句话就走 最爱你的人是我 你怎么舍得我难过 对你付出了这么多 你却没有感动过

why do i have the feeling like this coming christmas is going to be a bad one? already, some people walk out from me, parents quarrel, friend not helping, people "eat" their words, almost lost someone i love a lot, people lied to me, being ignored through smses, drifting away from God... blah blah blah... why do i want christmas to go away? can you feel that i'm sad? painful on the inside, yet smiling on the outside? that's the worst and hardest thing to do... or maybe i'm pissed? or i'm tired? of lies? or i'm not appreciated? or ****!!! *SCREAM!!* go away everyone... just go away... hypocrates!! liars!! you dont know how to appreciate, just tell me... dont make me like you like a fool... you said you do, but do you? $%^&*# shit you!!why do you always need to cause pain to me? *on the above notes were many people involved... they simply disappoint me too much... i'm just down, very down... and if you want to console me, dont... if you're going ...

every sunday i wake up, get ready to go church. but deep inside, i ask myself, what's my purpose of going? many times, i just hope you were there. i realized i only see you once a week. and every time i see you, it's only a few minutes. and at times when you were absent, i have to wait for another week. every time you were in my arms it makes me appreciate you more, treasure you more, hold you tighter. and as i think of what i want for christmas, i found out... nothing. nothing more than just to see you longer. i dont care what present you are giving me. it's the thought that really counts. now i know who appreciates me. now i know who treasures me. now i know who needs me. now i know who loves me. thanks. i really love you.

nothing beats a great day with your loved ones . and yesterday was no better than any other days after that day he came over my place. i really miss him. yesterday, friday, i prepared myself to visit my long-time-no-see Sotaro and anthony accompanied me. we supposed to blade there. here's the thing. last week, i planned to visit Sotaro but it rained. so i had to reluctantly canceled it. then again, when we were ready to set off, the sky grew grey, and then dark, and same went my heart, down sinking. nothing i could have done than to pray to my loving Heavenly Father. as we set off rollar blading there, we suddenly were able to see the sky turned blue and i was so grateful. i can tell you, for the past few days it rained, today was not spared. but i faithfully believed that it was through the hands of God that held the rain back. THANK YOU GOD!!! we reached punggol early, so anthony stayed downstairs while i went up sotaro's house to meet him. when i was just outside his house, ...