today, i woke up feeling very upset and disappointed... because......

yesterday, did not sleep and waited till 3am to watch Italy play USA and then came home at 815am, because i went to play soccer with Jericho from 6am, sat at toilet bowl for very very longgg cuz i know got shit but it just not coming out, took cab down church cuz i playing guitar for kids' ministry, and was late... then after that, had meeting at 1.30pm... till 3+pm... suppose to meet Yan Ping and Weeleong for lunch at 3pm and was late again... then, after eating, went to play arcade, snooker and SUBWAY!!! by then, i was crazy... like drunk because of lack of sleep... was talking nonsense and laugh till i fall... and really fall on the floor... -.-" then, after subway, went eat tao hui(dou hua)... and chat chat chat... then, took cab home... on the cab, i fell asleep... as soon as i board the cab... then i found out i was like sleep-talking lo... really very tired...

when i reached home, i on the tv, wanting to kill time so that i can watch Brazil play at 9pm... but i fell asleep at about 8pm... i woke up at 815 this morning and i was stunned...

why am i sad and disappointed? because when i reach home, i suppose to celebrate Father's Day with my Heavenly Father and spend time with Him... but i fell asleep, and till the next morning... i had to reach attachment centre at 9am... so i totally did not have my Father's Day with Him... was really very very disappointed...


"I'm sorry Father... but i love you always and forever... Amen"