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I MISS THAILAND

Hello... i'm back from singapore...!!!

upon this trip, i seriously dreaded coming back. i felt so attached there, not the food but the people, especially the children. i really thank God that i had this opportunity to go and experience myself in mae sai. life is so ultra different. and the children, they are so different. i really miss them. i felt so close to them, although sometimes, i dunno what they are talking and they dunno what i was saying. the children gave me a feeling that words cannot describe, yet i just know that i want to be with them and i am very comfortable being with them.

this might be the second time i went there, however, the impacts made were different. i really didnt feel like coming back. there are many things deep inside my heart and mind and they are not easy to describe or be said easily, but i really have so much compassion for these shan and thai people. i can definitely say that this will not be my last trip there. i believe God has a plan for me in this area. i will pray and i might need you people reading to pray for me too.















"Christ is coming back."

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