i was burdened by my walk with God. personally, i know my stand and i'm more than 100% disappointed with myself, especially my discipline in quiet time and worship for God.. i wanted to change so badly but my body doesnt obey.. i really dont think i'm worthy enough to even step into the church.. however, i had to humble myself in obedience and bow before God, saying, "Lord, forgive me." i need Him.. i cant put myself to look at him... i had to.. moreover, i was on duty, playing the piano for the hokkien service.. i prayed, i confessed.. thank God everything went smoothly.. i was thankful, He was merciful...
after the main service, we had roti prata...
then, after service, we were about to step out of church when we saw cats and dogs falling from the sky.. both of us were like "ohh man.." haha.. and so, we were on sitting by the steps, just right in front of the church door and i took that time to chat with him.. i just love times as such when we had no distractions, no people around but God, and just be together.. was hugging him tight and enjoying that moment of silents.. after a while, it was getting hot and we went back church and we JAMMED~!! hahaa.. i played the piano while he played drums.. i mean he hit the drums.. haha.. not that bad.. just play and really had fun...
rain subsided and we set off immediately to...
there's this F1 car right in the middle of the mall and i asked him to pose with the car.. not bad right? i mean the car.. hahaha..
then, we went some window shopping..
saw this at mark & spencer.. not that bad la..
he was with me and i asked him..
Me: so, is this shirt nice?
Me: aiyah.. whatever i ask, you'll say nice..
Me: so, does my face make the shirt nice or the shirt makes my face nice?
Sotaro: the shirt... BOTH~
Me: wahahaha.. cannot both.. choose one..
Sotaro: it gonna be both man..
okay, i noticed this shirt, colourful and cheerful.. and i like strips shirt.. haha.. so he agreed to try out.. nice right? haha.. he look so cheerful now.. bright and "Shiny"..
(i didnt do that effect.. probably God did. haha.. sotaro was moving and that effect came out.. impressive right? not that bad.. haha..)okay.. shopped high and low.. haha.. till i see him having a shagged face in which he always deny he doesnt have.. okay.. when we were hungry, we went to eat at the food court, after both of us cant decide on a certain place.. haha..
great to have someone there to accompany me shop.. haha.. thanks~
thank you God,
you took away my sins
you blessed me so much.
i love you..
keep me save, in your arms