i'm lost of words now, knowing that now, i dont count my days , but my hours before i step into a new phrase of life-National Service.. therefore, the long absence from blog was due to me making use of all the time i had to satisfy myself.. i felt burdened, as well as heart-aching as i post this entry.. will my life change? denfintely. will my passion for kids change? definitely....... NOT... will i miss my kids? (do i need to asnwer that?) duh! Tuesday Wednesday Saturday Sunday us with gawain josh and i kester and i and this was my 3-years-plus old tail and now it's gone.. :( girls buddies cell dont forget to call me or leave a message in my hp because i will miss you your voice, your smile, your hugs