i was walking towards my all-time favourite bubble tea shop on the first level to get myself a cup of milk tea without ice and without pearl... as i was walking and daydreaming, i dumbly took the escalator up... halfway through, i was shocked that i took the escalator.. i was like "dumb di di dumb dumb"... then, a thought came to me, like God was tell me, "there's a reason for you to come up..."

as i stepped out of the escalator, i glanced through the second floor and i saw this little boy walking out of the foodcourt... i took a second look and......... jasper!!! it was him... i remembered weeks ago that i told myself that if i were to meet anybody, he will be one of the few i want to see...

jasper is a very shy and quite boy... i knew him only last year when he joinned st anne's kindergarten... he was then K2 already... he was in a "lost" state when he entered this school and seemed confused and puzzled... i was kind off watching over him and mentoring him since...

now, he's primany 1... lost contact with him... no idea which school he goes to... no idea where he lives...

okay.. he entered the VCDs shop and i went there too... standing outside the shop, watching him, memories and days with him just flooded my mind... truly, i miss all my last years K2s... as he walked out of the shop, i am very that we were just one arm length away from each other.. BUT, i couldnt get myself to call out his name... couldnt get myself to even draw his attention... shy? coward? haiz.. whatever... i remembered the last time i saw one of my favourtie boy, Ashton on the MRT station, i dont even dare to approach him and call him... well......

i still thank God for this opportunity to even see him for such a short moment... it would take ages to be able to see him again... probably, he'll not remember me... but, i am very definite that i will not forget him... and of course, the rest of my darlings!!! (:

this is my one and only shot with him... so shy and lonely... took this on the very very last day of school before i see him today... it's been a long time... but i didnt forget you!! did you? (: