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we had Children's Day celebration today... children brought so much food... all the bread and carbo food... in the end, these food ended up in my house... kns... really had fun... but very very busy... choing here and there... and got performance... i play the wolf in red riding hood... puppet show... fun... i received muffins made for me from Emma and Evan... got my name on the container some more... haha... so nice of them... and i got a bunch of flowers from Jovan too... oh my God... so nice... got his photo on the card too... it's a belated teachers' day present.... very very nice... i love it...!!! "This is the day, This is the day that the Lord."

"Come and go with me to my Father's house, to my Father's house, to my Father's house. Come and go with me, to my Father's house where there's joy Joy JOY!!!" this song is stuck in my head after the children sang today... so nice... i was very cranky, and i mean VERY... hahaa... a kid fell from his chair today... Me: Are you okay? (trying not to laugh) Timothy: ya... not pain... Me: THEN FALL AGAIN LA!!! -.-" Timothy: i got muscle to protect me. Me: WHAT!? (ya right) hahaa... and many la... was like joking here and there lo... guess was the late night slp... all thanks to "Super Sunday" at such a late timing... haha... finally, my baobei Chen Jian Wen called me... hahaa... talked quite long... he said he will nv forget me... oh my..... hahaa... another blue moon today... hahaa... getting very busy le... preparing presents for my beloved ones... hahaa...

"who did who did who did who did who did shallow jo jo jonah? whale did whale did whale did whale did whale did shallow jo jo jonah!" the children in st anne sang this song today... so catchy and fun and nice... hahaa... i miss my school friends actually... (if any of my school friends are reading this, can you drop a msn to say you miss me too? hahhaahaa...!!!) children's day is coming... so excited.... hahaa... i am a child of God... so it's my day too... =)

"Tell the world that Jesus lives. Tell the world that, tell the world that. Tell the world that He died for me. Tell the that He lives again" God is great and God loves me... i believe God wont want to hurt me or even see me hurt... well, there's a reason behind everything and i just have to let go and give it to God... well, it's not easy at all... God is gracious la... have faith... just as what sermon says... trust God and not test God... working tomorrow... my lao shi called and said she wont be coming tomorrow... so it'll be a one-man show for me... hahaa... "How great is our God Sing with me how great is our God All will sing how great How great is our God" i love you

"ring ring!!" Joachim: Teacher Joey!!! .... ...to be continued that was like eight in the morning... hahaa... so cute... Me: you brush your teeth already? Joachim: no. Me: means you call me straight away when you wake up?! Joachim: err... no. i wait for 5 mins then call you. Me: the 5 mins is you walk down the stairs right? Joachim: ya. Me: hahahaha!!! Joachim: then you brush teeth already? Me: errr...............................................no. (grinz) we chat for 25 mins lo... piangz... hahaa... then watch Yu-Gi-Oh... hahaa... went for dance practice at about 1+pm... new steps with new song... okay la... need to buy my children's day present for my children soon...

my house was "electricity-free" since yesterday... not that we wanted to have a trial for any emergency or to save... but, according to my mum, she said "thanks to your dad." so, obviously, didnt pay bill... haha... but i was okay, living in a house without light and fan... i still went home to slp though my mum told me not to come home... well, i'm not that useless afterall... Thank God so much cuz both yesterday and today were breezy... and also ELECTRICITY IS BACK... today i made fruit salad for my nursery... so fun... cut all the fruits and mixed them... really laugh out... cuz i imitated those chief who toast the food... ya ya... you know... but i spilt not that much... lol... =) joachim called me... then i went to his house... hahaa... *secretly* gave him some of my left over fruit salad... haha... i really love him so much... guess i miss so much of the days we could spent together... (cuz i teach his class for some time) well, i'm still glad that i...

had my hair cut today... hmmm, comments? nah... like that lo... usually i cut short to spike... now, i tried smth different... well, not that different but a little different... whatever... just not as short as i would usually cut... it was not bad for just that few moments in the salon... after that........... probably hasnt gotten used to it... dun laugh hor!!! O.o weekends were okay... time passed very quickly... that means good or bad?? dear Ethan, Keith and Kester didnt come church on sunday... k lo... heard my ethan is going to be on milo advertisting package... and a lot tv advertistments... man.... will he be a changed person after all these? found out that i do not have lots of things to do though i have things to do... but the things i need to do are very time-consuming... so that makes me feel that there are many things to do... -.-" Chaos!! God bless all... ohohhh.... thanks lynnette and auntie Lucy for the lunch invitation+all the food... o",)

today, as i teach, i felt like a lectural... hahaa... teach my children using mind map... then talk and talk... hahaa... just like what my lecturals do, they talk and talk, did not care if anyone was listening... but of cuz, at times i do... lol... was mid-autumn festival celebreation today... teach for a while then when hall to watch performance... or rather a storytelling session both eng and chi... Kendrick, the a little autistim kid sat on my lap almost to the end of the show... i am really liking this child... although he is not intellectually developed, he is VERY INTELLIGENT!!! and he helped me wipe my board, close door and many other things... love him...! joachim called to before i even dismissed the children... said he going mall cuz his bro getting a hair cut... i told him i will go there and look for him soon... but who knows....teachers' meeting...!!! -.-"zZ saw the announcement book that had "to - All teachers and Joey, meeting at 2.45 in the office." ...

late for work today again... saw E-An and his grandma while walking to school... hahaa... first time i met him with his grandma and somemore SO EARLY!!! he is usually just on time and his father would drive him... in a BIG car la... but today was exceptional... well, i went over and say "hi"... guess what?! his grandma said "hi" and then told E-an to follow me to sch... she then pass E-an to me and left...!!! huh!? i was stunned la... not like near to sch or what... k.. then walk with him lo... reached sch but door not open yet cuz too early... what to do with him? cant let him stay outside la... so brought him in... so funny... but if i see his father on the way to st anne, he would definitely say "ok, follow kor kor Joey in.." wa... nothing to say... today teaching was okay... tr magdalene bought pineapple for me... so i taught my children about pineapple... of cuz, cutting of the pineapple "live"... hahaa... not easy but it was fun... the chil...

watched Yu-Gi-Oh since 4+, 5pm until like almost 10pm!!! man... time flies... it was very nice but...it was in CANTONESE!!! ahhh... fortunately, i understand a little... plus sub-title was present... well, just to add this entry because it is Royston's birthday... so cute... guess what was my present for him? a BIG BIG...........HUG!!! lol... it was more than sufficient... (: Royston is so damn cute lo... got this boy boy look though he's K2 now... well, Happy Birthday Roy!! tomorrow is SETH'S birthday...!! the one that taught me arachnids!! watched my show till so late leh... so didnt get him a present... hahaa... nvm la... ;p maybe a hug will do too... blehz!!

Exams are over...!!! or should i say "were over"!!! well, guess many of my classmates are rejoicing right now... but there are pros and cons... relax is a gain but cash is a loss... hahaha... hmm, been at work for the last two days... alright la... can get along with my nursery kids... i have 2 a little autistic kids... BUT!!! THEY ARE "TA MA DE" SMART..!!! am quite attached to them now... i like to deal with such kids la... one of them really impressed me today... he completed a K2 maths game that i dun expect him to do that... according to what i've studied, i guess this is nv gonna happen... haiz, just shocked, FLABBERGASTED!!! i look at him like....O.o fell asleep a few times during work... one was during music and movement time, my partner teacher took the class and i was knocked out at the side... then, after school, Joachim called me... went Rivervale mall with him... hahaaa... guess what the maid told me? Joachim's brother (Pri 3) has his own hp and...

How can a young man keep his way pure? By living according to your word. I seek you with all my heart; do not let me stray from your commands. I have hidden your word in my heart that I might not sin against you. -Psalm 119:9-11 thanks marvin for the verses... it touches me actually... well, i always thank God for wonderful friends He given to me... for that, i am who i am... although irritating at times... (: had fund raising today... it was alright... fun and interractive... is it? sold pok piah, cookies, brownies, tau pok, wafflers, etc... earned about $1,400... I KNOW LESS THAN ST ANNE'S FEAST!!! #$%^@% ... k... anyway, God is a loving and forgiving God... i was happy... Ethan waved to me... guess that was just enough... couldnt ask for more... it was painful though... just pain leh.... dunno why... probably love this kid so much that i couldnt let go... not even to act like i nothing happened... "Jealousy knows no limit". true but no link right? just feel like typing...

study? that word is complete scraped off my mind.... guess what's in my mind are all my children... DLE paper is just crap... just thanks to Wan... and thank God i didnt study like mad... i have no mood... many things gone wrong... yet, i want to love God more... maybe all obstacles draw me closer to Him? man... i hope i could take down my masks at times... but i cant... am i too useless? am i ashame of myself? WHO AM I?! the earth can be as bright when you're happy... yet it can also be as dark when you're down... well, i think i cant see light at the moment... i want: -> to be happy and not fake -> to be loved -> Joachim cuz i know he loves me http://www.friendster.com/viewphoto.php?p=e&pid=145043702&uid=9282142 -> my old Ethan )': -> someone i can hold on to -> a pure heart ("v") guess all i want is you, Jesus...

"Then, after desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, gives birth to death." -James 1:15 today definitely wasn't my day... somehow, i know that God still loves me and i love Him... Eldon called this morning about 11am... it's been 2 days since he last call... we chatted for about 5mins... then, not long after that, Joachim called... hahaa... so cute... then we chat and chat... ok, about 12mins then we ended the conversation... lol... long yet useless day... played piano, play online pool and when i started taking out my notes to read, BOMM...!!! i went to my dreamland... basket... woke about 5pm+... felt so useless... played piano again and play online pool and BOMM..!!! (this time the "bomm" refers to the closing of the door...) went out for dinner myself... while i was feeling lonely and whatever, i met Gerald (st anne kid) at the foodcourt... didnt go over and say "hi"... just sat a distant away and watched hi...

"Train a child in the way he should go, and when he is old he will not turn from it." -Proverbs 22:6 JOACHIM CALLED EARLY THIS MORNING... hahaa... at 8am+... woke me up... then i realized it's him and i open wide my eyes and chat with him... since i was so sleepy, all i said was how much i missed him... of cuz, he said he missed me too... well, he was coughing... bad enough for a child... i guess they were from me... lol... then "love you", "muack" and "bye"... went back to slp... then dreamt of him... -.-" teacher mag called at 9 plus and asked me if i wanted breakfast... "how nice"... hahaa... ask her to buy bee hoon for me... went st anne kindergarten about 10am... do and do and do and do alone in the classroom... OH MY GOD!!! i actually made a corner into a house with my bare hands!! damn i cant believe it... it was........................beautiful... (not that i wanted to show off but... hahaa) http://www.friendster.com/v...

it's my god brother's birthday today!!! yipee... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KELVIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...!!! sms him at 12am sharp... ehhh, not that sharp la... but the idea was there... woke up late.. took cab down to teacher trace's kindergarten to visit her... she was surprised.. hahaa... then helped her do her corner... i designed and decorated a forest for her... not bad... met lynnette... played pool... laugh till teeth almost drop... then took cab home... reached home, took candle and lighter and went out again... it was almost 12am... went compasspoint's 7-11 and bought a taramisu's cheesecake... know quite cheepskate la but no choice... went to my god-bro's hse... got lost lo... basket... but managed to figure it out in the end... then was outside his doorstep... sms him, ask him to call me... then start lighting the candle on the cheesecake.. IDIOT!!! damn windy lo... iritating... then ask him to come out... the...

it is so so sooo painful let go of someone you once loved most... in fact, it is more than painful... cant find any word to describe the feeling... no way that any distraction will work, since that person you have to let go is the one you love most... this feeling is worse than failing the major exam, or even losing a relative... when one is dead, you will be depressed but after a while, you learn to accept the fact that they are already not on earth... but losing someone you love is already depressed... moreover, you still see the person again... this cause more salt to be added unto your wound... haiz... overcome?! how? you just have to accept it... putting on a fake mask or a smile... well, no matter how strong you are, you cant avoid... but good actors/actress might get away with it... anyhow, i will always love you...!!! my day was made seeing ethan... wave and smile... then, i saw him again... i called out "ETHAN!!! CALL ME!!!" and he said "HELLO KOR KOR JOEY!!!...

guess what? i'm employed!!! i'm so happy... love you God... i felt so blessed... gonna teach the nursery... at first i paniced... nursery is not my cup of tea... well, after helping P take care of the nursery today, felt alright... okay la... stayed back in st anne and decorated the classroom for the next term, FRUITS AND VEGETABLES!!! starting work on the 13th sep... teaching hiphop is quite tough... moreover, they are just 5 years old... guess i'm too ambitious... but i will nv forget the comments the children made... "teacher joey is the best," said Jerome, "he's the only teacher that can dance so well." anyway, love the present Jerome gave ... A ducky TIE!!! so cute... walked joachim home today... saw some workers doing some electrical thingy... the maid said there will be electrical cut-off.. so i joked at Joachim and said that if there werent electricity, he couldnt call me... well, after sending him home, he called me lo... "call me so fa...