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okay, i finally have time to blog.. it's all very random.. i'm just too tired and lazy to organize them.. haha.. Sat, which was yesterday, i brought my little god-son to his tuition class at town. it was a time that money cant buy.. i'm really grateful for opportunity such as this, where i could spend quailty time with him without anyone around to bother. be it 2hours or 20hours, i'll be there waiting for him. what touches me most was these two words he said.. (upon reaching his house...) Me: haiss.. i always feel sad and hurt when reaching your house because i hate to say goodbye. Sotaro: me too.. (looking sad) i was so.......wanted to give him a big squeeze and say, "i'll never say good bye to you", but i cant.. hahaha.. i had to... and as usual, it was so hard to leave.. my first book out, sat night 10th may , i went over my god-son's place for a blading session. the next day, went church and the kids in the kids' ministry were so excited to...

book out

MY FIRST WEEKEND BOOK OUT well, spent my time at online, then wash clothes, then out dinner with another friend.. at night, went blading with sotaro and his sisters.. i think i'll miss camp... haha.. donno why.. maybe it's the food, maybe it's the people, maybe it's the training... oh well... i so miss my kids so... but i know at this time, i have to let go, knowing that some might just leave, or even dont know me once i ORD ... can take it or cant, life still goes on... and i know one day, i have to let you go too... let's hope it's not soon... i'm starting to think if i should just let go it hurts so badly but i know it's about time you flap your wings and fly there'll still be sunny days and it will always remind me of you no matter how much you say you love me i'll still love you more whatever it is just dont forget me i did all i can for you dont let all the effort go down into the drain

army

Army fifth day... not that bad.. still surviving... got like 725 days more... -.-" made many wonderful friends.. especially in my own "barng".. hahaa... i love the food there.. still slacking around.. haha.. but i hate the marching... it's not that it's tiring.. but i got many people in my platoon still cannot march in the timing.. they simply are rhythm-less... nonetheless, i'm looking forward to book-in! haha... am i darker? i dont get to see you least, i get to call you recover soon, my god-son