Joey_("v")_Jesus

today, the K1s and 2s had their concert rehearsal at toa payoh HDB hub... on the bus, i had a great chat with Jorell, K2... so matured and well-educated.. a kid i know since last year's attachment... he performed during the last year's concert, but that was only a show.. now, they are the ones leaving, graduating... it's really quite heavy-hearted after knowing them and seeing them grow up, and now they are leaving the school... nonetheless, wish them best of luck... gonna miss them terribly... will i cry? guesssssss so... children are children... they have limits and unblamable faults or mischief... you just have to understand them... during the concert, some children waited so so so so so long for their turn to perform... especially the K1s... cuz the K2s have their graduation ceremony... perfection is never to be found in a child... pure and innocence will... after one rehearsal, children were beat and worned out... had a break, eat and chill, second round of performance...

meaning: Appreciative of benefits received; thankful. Expressing gratitude. Affording pleasure or comfort; agreeable. i'm very grateful for those who have been blessing me the last few days of "hell"... haha... Joachim's maid cooked porridge and sent it to my house... so nice... really very thankful... so blessed... some more the food not too oily, just nice for me... then the next day still brought joachim to my house and accompany me... Davin's mum smsed me and sent her regards... thank you for your concern... those prayed for me, thank you so much.... those i didnt mention, i know you still care and thank you too...!! =) to God, thank you too for always being there whenever i'm down or suffering... how grateful i am to you... thank you... ........ ........ ........... ....... ...... ........ ......... .......... I love You!!! "AMEN"

yesterday was one of the longest day i had. painful too. well, definitely cant compared to Kendrick's pain and Christ's suffering... vomited at around 2am... major vomit about 7 times... can see my teriyaki chicken all came out... very "xin ku"... after that, couldnt sleep well... got the wanna-puke feeling but i took it back into my digestive system... until morning, head was heavy and painful... couldnt even get up... so did not go church... smsed some of my cell ppl to pray for me... fever got worse at night... luckily got lynnette and enlin taking care... thanks!! today, felt better... at least i can walk... wanna thank those who prayed for me... care and concern... thank you... greatly appreciated...!! The Lord replied, "My precious child, I love you and i would never leave you. During your times of trial and sufferings, when you see only one set of footprints, that's when i was carrying you."

every child is special to me... everything they do meant a lot... especially i know it comes from the bottom of their hearts... how bad could their intentions be? principal, lao shi and i went Kendrick's house after sch today... i was quite anxious and nerve-wracking... especially when we were at his doorsteps... he stays like next to my block lo... hahaa.... then the mother opened the door... Kendrick was beside, so so so so so shy... then we were in the house chatting with the mother, seeing so many photos on the walls, frames, tables and album... so damn cute... felt so relief and better after seeing him so happy and could jump around... just felt a little guilty at the point of time when the mother talk to us... haizz.... Kendrick is so different... and i love to study about such children... i cant say he's that autistic... dunno... need more observation... not long, we were out of the house... kind off miss him in my class... and the lao shi always call other children his ...

meanings: 1. A serious injury or shock to the body, as from violence or an accident. 2. An emotional wound or shock that creates substantial, lasting damage to the psychological development of a person, often leading to neurosis. 3. An event or situation that causes great distress and disruption. something bad happened to my beloved boy... one of my boys closed the door... but at that same time, one of Kendrick's fingers was in the............(somewhere accross the handle) then........................................ya... it was so scary... finger broke... blood flow out quickly... i still flip open his nails... it was almost detached... my hands were like together, collecting the blood la... dunno what to do... then lao shi take him to the office and the hospital.... poor thing... i was traumatized... hmm, what a long sentence to explain what is traumatize... BUT IT'S A TRUE STORY!!! DAMN SHIT...!!! the principal said the nails was gone... had to also stitch the finger back.....

what is better to check than my results? hahaa... at least there is something to laugh about... basket... Academic writing --------------> B Child Dev ------------------------> C+ Designing Learning Corners --> B+ Field Practicum ---> B (this sucks) Financial Management --------> A Maths for young children -----> B PQS (useless) --------------------> B+ fine... laugh all you want... hahaa.... since i get this, i wonder Wan and Joy.........................hmmmm....... i'm actually demanding $50 from my parents for my only "A" grade... haha... *so wicked i am* hey, i'm not as bad as you think la... =)

Love is Uncondition, Jealousy is Unstoppable. Kisses are Undifined, Even if you're mine. -Joey

all i can think about is you... i wonder.... i ponder... i stutter.... i mumble.... though i'm at a disadvantage, though i now i dun get anything back from you, i care... i love... i appreciate... i understand... what i can do now is wait...painfully... i cant stop imagining... i cant stop doubting... O Dear God, please save me...!!

it's a great day today... sort off... went to tuition one kid in the morning... a very short one... cuz he have to go church for children's day celebration... then collected half of my pay and went home... Joachim called me later in the afternoon, about 1pm... then we talked and talked... then i on music on my media player and then he started singing together... it was JJ's song... haha... wasnt the same pitch but was fun... then he asked if i have "Tong Hua". opps, no i dun... but i can play on the piano.. then i played and sang together with him over the hp... hahaa... sudden cravin for KFC, i asked him to donate his coupons to me.... so i went his house to get... i stayed there with him for like an hour and that's the best 1 hour in my entire life... (must exaggerate a bit la) hahaa... we played, talked and....... love him lots... guess that's the children's day gift from my Heavenly Father... thank you!! went RM after that to eat... saw teacher jil...