Joey_("v")_Jesus

 the day i anticipated eagerly was finally here. i brought Jos out after awaiting for this opportunity since months ago. just needed time and space to spend with him because we've got so much to talk about, and believe me, you can talk to him like an adult. and since it was his birthday, i took the opportunity to seek permission to take him out for a breather.   i met him early the morning and brought him out for breakfast first. Kopitiam's half-boiled eggs, siew mai and hot breverages.    we then set off the our destination. it was a surprise for him so i didnt reveal our directions or alighting point. he just followed obediently.   and then, before we knew, we found ourselves 15 levels above ground. :) i took him on a journey to see life from a different perspective. and we were looking down from a bird's eye view.   cheese! so many things we can see from the top. it was just a very different experience.   not ...

things hasnt been smooth for the last 2 months, especially between me and "new love".. if i would describe the 2 months, torturing. hurtful, confused.. i wished i knew what has happened, but we became strangers again, this time, more than just strangers.. not going to dwell on it here.. still, there were some awesome and great moments that occurred. just like some of my lovely kids' birthday during the period of August.. James (2nd August) Joachim (4th August) Clive (7th August) Derek (16th August) Bryan (28th August) trust God... 

New Love.. <3 my little angel.. :)

a day to remember 26 August 2011 where we spent almost the whole day together. i guess it's the simple actions that can allow us to feel that we care and love each other.. and i know that i see what others dont see in you.. 你不过要人陪.. thanks, for a special day i can write in my memories.. i will be there for you. always. as long as it is you.

I thank God for placing you into my life.. in actual fact, sometimes, even the waves wont always be calm.. but i know no matter how long or hard i endure, the storm will always come to an end.. and i truely saw the beautiful things in life.. and tasted the wonderful fruit i've planted since i met you.. seriously, it's been a while since i felt so much for somebody.. and i am grateful that i can see the many colours in life you've brought upon.. although i get hurt easily at times, but i know that these are signs that i cared and loved too much.. sometimes, i wonder if you felt that too.. and in my cup, God's blessings overflows.. and i will do all i can to fill yours too.. everything i felt was real.. everytime i held your hand, i knew i could do more for you.. everytime i hugged you from the back, i knew you deserve more than other children.. life is unfair.. but angels are real.. they are there to balance things.. and i hope that i did enough.. i feel...

to be honest, for things that i think i can excel or do well, i put pride into it and aim for glory or triumph, or at least my best.. however, when i played badminton with this kid one of the days, i was so willing to lose.. it brings joy to my heart and a smile to my face whenever i saw him cheer and jumped for joy in victory.. it's worth losing to you =)