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i love my boy

my boy has acute tonsillitis

i just want to cry for him... it's always at night that the pain comes, like a pickpocket, it took away his smile...

he cried, and i could feel that type of cry says "i cant bear anymore!" if only i could bear half, or even 3/4 of his pain... he threw out again.. i saw... his puke, as well as his tears... )':

i left at 10pm... he waved to me with strength that was about 5% of him... he was "drained" and suffering inside... all i did today was only to let him hold me, hug me, make him feel comfortable... if only i could do more~

the only reason why i've been going to see him is......

that makes...

thank God his fever subsided...
hope he'll be fine... i miss him~!!

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