Skip to main content

God is Awesome

it is so so sooo painful let go of someone you once loved most... in fact, it is more than painful... cant find any word to describe the feeling... no way that any distraction will work, since that person you have to let go is the one you love most... this feeling is worse than failing the major exam, or even losing a relative... when one is dead, you will be depressed but after a while, you learn to accept the fact that they are already not on earth... but losing someone you love is already depressed... moreover, you still see the person again... this cause more salt to be added unto your wound... haiz... overcome?! how? you just have to accept it... putting on a fake mask or a smile... well, no matter how strong you are, you cant avoid... but good actors/actress might get away with it... anyhow, i will always love you...!!!

my day was made seeing ethan... wave and smile... then, i saw him again... i called out "ETHAN!!! CALL ME!!!" and he said "HELLO KOR KOR JOEY!!!" and was jumping up and down for joy... i thought those days were over... anyway, i tried to be strong and fact and act and .... and... and... was overjoyed by the teachers' day gift from keith and kester... oh, and thanks kirby for making it in the card... then, ethan came by and sat beside me... wow...!! that was so ultra unexpected lo... chat like less than 3 sentences... okay, that was rather satisfying... nothing lo... he was playing his game... no more like 2 months ago attachment... trying to move away from it... okay, "bye bye kor kor joey" and he left with his father... well, thank God for planning all these... if not i dunno how will i feel then... guess this blessing comes from the offering i gave.. haha... love you Jesus... http://www.friendster.com/viewphotos.php?uid=5188973

went bowling... had fun, laughs many many more... well, couldnt remember much... just that i had 3 X in 2 games... that's kinda bad though... anyway, was quite happy... paid $2 only... couldnt remember much... oh ya... only that the ball was stucked in the middle of the lane during the game and two of the people from the chinese youth walked to get the ball from the middle... of cuz, both fell together with a loud "BANG!!!" that gave me a hard laugh out... bet they had their lesson learnt...

plan for the week:
-visit teacher trace
-study la!!!
-go st anne and do up the learning corners
-get a present for my god-brother
-sms Joachim

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

long time no see

nothing beats a great day with your loved ones . and yesterday was no better than any other days after that day he came over my place. i really miss him. yesterday, friday, i prepared myself to visit my long-time-no-see Sotaro and anthony accompanied me. we supposed to blade there. here's the thing. last week, i planned to visit Sotaro but it rained. so i had to reluctantly canceled it. then again, when we were ready to set off, the sky grew grey, and then dark, and same went my heart, down sinking. nothing i could have done than to pray to my loving Heavenly Father. as we set off rollar blading there, we suddenly were able to see the sky turned blue and i was so grateful. i can tell you, for the past few days it rained, today was not spared. but i faithfully believed that it was through the hands of God that held the rain back. THANK YOU GOD!!! we reached punggol early, so anthony stayed downstairs while i went up sotaro's house to meet him. when i was just outside his house, ...
Post a Comment
Read more

a special birthday for a special boy!

 the day i anticipated eagerly was finally here. i brought Jos out after awaiting for this opportunity since months ago. just needed time and space to spend with him because we've got so much to talk about, and believe me, you can talk to him like an adult. and since it was his birthday, i took the opportunity to seek permission to take him out for a breather.   i met him early the morning and brought him out for breakfast first. Kopitiam's half-boiled eggs, siew mai and hot breverages.    we then set off the our destination. it was a surprise for him so i didnt reveal our directions or alighting point. he just followed obediently.   and then, before we knew, we found ourselves 15 levels above ground. :) i took him on a journey to see life from a different perspective. and we were looking down from a bird's eye view.   cheese! so many things we can see from the top. it was just a very different experience.   not ...
Post a Comment
Read more

time please dont fly

as time flies, people grows bigger and older... well, at times, how we wished that we could stop time and admire or appreciate people dearest to you... and as parents, i believe you all feel the same as me too... hoping that the child you are carrying in your arms will always be in your arms and not to grow up... but we cant... and here goes my boy i knew since he was k1 (2004)... i never fail to attend his birthday party he invited every year... i've seen him grow since then... and i meant it... grow, Grow, GROW!!! and today, i saw him with his sister in the library... haha... and as usual, i would cover his eyes from the back and asked "wo shi sei?" which means who am i... and without failing, he would guessed it, let alone today... haha... look at his belly... haha~ =p so, by looking at the next photo, hasnt he grew? that's him in 2004... well? . . . . . . . . haiz... one more week left of school... not that i wont have any more income, you think i care? i know ...
Post a Comment
Read more