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"Then, after desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, gives birth to death." -James 1:15

today definitely wasn't my day... somehow, i know that God still loves me and i love Him... Eldon called this morning about 11am... it's been 2 days since he last call... we chatted for about 5mins... then, not long after that, Joachim called... hahaa... so cute... then we chat and chat... ok, about 12mins then we ended the conversation... lol...

long yet useless day... played piano, play online pool and when i started taking out my notes to read, BOMM...!!! i went to my dreamland... basket... woke about 5pm+... felt so useless... played piano again and play online pool and BOMM..!!! (this time the "bomm" refers to the closing of the door...) went out for dinner myself... while i was feeling lonely and whatever, i met Gerald (st anne kid) at the foodcourt... didnt go over and say "hi"... just sat a distant away and watched him as i eat... kind off no mood... then, went to buy "WANG WANG" to keep myself awake as i study... met Justin(st anne kid) at Fairprice... went over and said "hi"... he's so damn cute la... fat and chubby... then wave and wave la... k, went home...

gonna be a long night... drank tea milk... home it can also keep my through the night... boring... it's time to study... i've got to discipline myself... those who are reading this, please pray for me k... need not be very long... hahaa... thanks...

my hp still couldnt sms or call... just can receive... so sad... it's Yuh Yang's birthday... couldnt sms him... hope he sees this... "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! i love the cap you bought for me...=)"

arggghh, missed my American Next Top Model... didnt get to see tyra shout... STOP IT!!! hahaa.... k... it's battle time with my notes... here i come..!!!

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