Joey_("v")_Jesus

look at the time now!!! hmm, 10.34am... on a wednesday morning... that would be Elizabeth's lesson... who, with a laptop wouldnt play with it? my God.... who she's talking to? last friday was st anne's last day of school... while many children are rejoicing because their holidays starts the next day, i was moaning because this very day was the last day i see my K2 children before they proceed to their individual primary school... it was so hard for me to leave... i had already missed the first lesson this morning... i had to push and drag myself to step out of the class and the church... pain and brokenness drenched over me... i just cant let go!!! oh oh oh, how i will miss them terribly... i reached school with a heart not with me, a soul wandering around and a mind not working... people around me will know how i feel... though i dont really explain or describe, but actions speak louder than words... i want to pray for them, not to remember me but not to forget me... i...

sometimes, it's better not to know something than to know.... i was on the bus and i flipped open my wallet... i saw this green paper, like a shinning star struck my sight... and immediately i shouted, "SHIT!!!" it was my god-ma's kindergarten concert ticket... basket... i was so anxious about what's the date before i opened it... "11 Nov" was writen on the ticket... arggghh.... missed it! just watched my concert DVD... arggghh... the camera man is an idiot... dun even fit to be called a camera man... basket... dunno how to video... @#$%^!*?

it's been a long time since i last blog... i lost my wireless connection position at home... now i'm just lazy to go downstairs my house to just use internet... moreover, the mosquitoes have no mercy... WED. 2Nov school starts!!! so happy that i could see my friends again... was late on the first day of school... darn!!! well, i still have to thank God for my friends... they are still with me after all my craps and jokes... hahaha... i pray for them for more patience too because since school starts, they will be with this irritating little baby kangaroo... hahaa.... :) WED. 9 Nov now i'm in school, having ITA class and i'm blogging... FRI. 4 Nov: it was concert day... the children did very well... hooray!!! the parents were happy... some of them even give me "props"... thanks... but credits goes to the children themselves... the did well... and of cuz, God... thanks... MON. 7 Nov: didnt have school today because practicum haven started... so i went st anne to ...

well, i went to play majong with my st anne's ex-teachers yesterday... was not on a winning spirit until the end where i won each players $3.20... hahaaa.... the smallest amount you can win was 20 cents... the biggest was $3.20... hahaa... then in the end, won about 8-9 bucks... thank God... didnt disappoint anyone... at least i made my parents proud... hahahahahahahaha.....!!!

today, the K1s and 2s had their concert rehearsal at toa payoh HDB hub... on the bus, i had a great chat with Jorell, K2... so matured and well-educated.. a kid i know since last year's attachment... he performed during the last year's concert, but that was only a show.. now, they are the ones leaving, graduating... it's really quite heavy-hearted after knowing them and seeing them grow up, and now they are leaving the school... nonetheless, wish them best of luck... gonna miss them terribly... will i cry? guesssssss so... children are children... they have limits and unblamable faults or mischief... you just have to understand them... during the concert, some children waited so so so so so long for their turn to perform... especially the K1s... cuz the K2s have their graduation ceremony... perfection is never to be found in a child... pure and innocence will... after one rehearsal, children were beat and worned out... had a break, eat and chill, second round of performance...

meaning: Appreciative of benefits received; thankful. Expressing gratitude. Affording pleasure or comfort; agreeable. i'm very grateful for those who have been blessing me the last few days of "hell"... haha... Joachim's maid cooked porridge and sent it to my house... so nice... really very thankful... so blessed... some more the food not too oily, just nice for me... then the next day still brought joachim to my house and accompany me... Davin's mum smsed me and sent her regards... thank you for your concern... those prayed for me, thank you so much.... those i didnt mention, i know you still care and thank you too...!! =) to God, thank you too for always being there whenever i'm down or suffering... how grateful i am to you... thank you... ........ ........ ........... ....... ...... ........ ......... .......... I love You!!! "AMEN"

yesterday was one of the longest day i had. painful too. well, definitely cant compared to Kendrick's pain and Christ's suffering... vomited at around 2am... major vomit about 7 times... can see my teriyaki chicken all came out... very "xin ku"... after that, couldnt sleep well... got the wanna-puke feeling but i took it back into my digestive system... until morning, head was heavy and painful... couldnt even get up... so did not go church... smsed some of my cell ppl to pray for me... fever got worse at night... luckily got lynnette and enlin taking care... thanks!! today, felt better... at least i can walk... wanna thank those who prayed for me... care and concern... thank you... greatly appreciated...!! The Lord replied, "My precious child, I love you and i would never leave you. During your times of trial and sufferings, when you see only one set of footprints, that's when i was carrying you."