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it was only today that i realised i've been living my days here in India with blocked ears!!! i tried my hardest to clear today but it didnt help.. only when i yawn that i will clear my right ear, but kept the left ear blocked..

yet another day at work.. but the amazing thing was, it rained.. it was the first time in India that i experienced rain.. but it's different from singapore.. when it rains, it's cold.. but perhaps my tolerance of cold is lower than others, but it's cold.. haha..

i browsed through photos of some of my kids who went genting together, in total 4 families.. i really miss them, the laughs, the hugs, the smiles, everything.. cant wait to see them..

oh, and i realized i became thinner here.. guess i really didnt eat a lot, especially dinner.. no appetite.. but dont worry, i'm fine mum..

come to think about st anne's kindergarten has closed for holiday and i didnt get the chance to see the kids for the last time, it saddens me.. but i hope they'll always remember me like i would do..

still have weird dreams, and i hope it gets better..

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