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sunday blues

boring boring boring..
(*currently at my cousin's house)

slept almost 4am last night and had to wake up at 7 for church.. called sotaro but he was still sleeping.. the maid was not very helping too.. so, i didnt bring him to church..

during the kids' worship, was really eager to see my kids especially gawain.. but then, after a while, i lost hope.. true enough, he didnt come too... haiss.. what a morning.. i really misses him..

actually planned to go FOOD FAIR at singapore expo with sotaro today but he wasnt with me.. it was really a waste because food fair was held once a year *i think*... well, i didnt want to go myself, so, i had to give it a miss for this year.. remembered i went last year, it was so fun, so cool having to taste all the food there.. went from store to store to eat till i was full.. haha..

well... i am really missing you.. i had to wait for another week to see you... zzzzzz...
...but i am willing
i always do
please come next week..

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