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accident

i wouldn't have posted this blog entry
if it wasnt for God...

it was a few hours ago when i met an accident.. the entire car was driving above 120 on this one lane road.. before a turn, it was still very fast.. when it braked and turned, the car skiied so much, it flew out of the only lane, away from the opposite lane and UP the curb it went before it hit to a sudden stop.. about 5cm was a fence in front of us.. i was so calm at that moment..

now that i realized,
it couldnt have been worse~...

...if it happened on TPE..
...if it flew off the curb and hit the fence...
...if it overturned...
...if it went off a curb and down a slop...

i just dont want to imagine much.. i suddenly think of people i wouldnt see if i would just go like that.. but people, no worries, i'm fine...
mum, dad, friends, kids, relatives,
if this would have happened,
just know,
i love you all.

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