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byebye

i'm lost of words now, knowing that now, i dont count my days, but my hours before i step into a new phrase of life-National Service.. therefore, the long absence from blog was due to me making use of all the time i had to satisfy myself.. i felt burdened, as well as heart-aching as i post this entry.. will my life change? denfintely. will my passion for kids change? definitely.......NOT... will i miss my kids? (do i need to asnwer that?) duh!

Tuesday

WednesdaySaturdaySunday

us with gawain

josh and i kester and i

and this was my 3-years-plus old tail
and now it's gone.. :(
girls
buddies
cell

dont forget to call me
or leave a message in my hp
because i will miss you
your voice, your smile, your hugs

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