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Happy birthday Jesus

only a few more hours and it's JESUS' birthday!!! hahaa... orrhh... another year older ah... :p

anyway, i woke up late today... of cuz, reached church late too.. so i went over to help in the children's ministry... as i looked at Gawain, he smiled at me but i knew from the look on his face that something was wrong... that's the problem with children... one of their weaknesses is that they cannot hide their emotions... well, it was a long story when i asked him what happened... he was actually tearing when he was in my arms, on my lap.. and he said things like "i felt like i was being dumped..." i was so sad when i heard that... i wished i could talk to him longer... but his father was like at the door... anyway, i told him that he wasnt at all being dumped... and i still loved him... Jesus loves him too.... so, before he left, i asked him if he could get my bad from about 2 metres away... then, i took out the biggest present from the bag and gave it to him... hahaha... YES!! he smiled so shyly... and he hugged me... ohhh........ but he said why isnt there any name... so i said if i were to have a pen, i would write... and he dugged his bag and got me a pencil... so i wrote, "Dearest Gawain, SMILE!! merry christmas... love Joey Kor Kor" and i just said "know how to read right?" and he nodded... (: i was so happy after that seeing him hugging the present so tightly and smiling...

thank you people for all the chirstmas presents you all gave me..!! i love each and everyone of them very much... thank you Wanyi, Charlene, Dawn, Lynnette, TP, HweeKoon, Chan family, Euan's mum, Regina, Kat, my both E.E, mum, dad and of cuz, my sister, who gave me what i really wished and desire for... a sweater!! now dont need to curse the bus air-con or have bad mornings just because of freezing mornings!! hahaha... thank God that He gave me what i wished for, which i never expect to get a sweater... love Him so much!!

cant upload my photos... maybe some other days... gonna go celebrate birthday with Jesus and then send all my christmas cards to my children later... sorry this year i have no money to buy gifts for each and everyone of you...

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS!!"

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