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Bye Singapore!!! Hello Ray!!!

in another 13 hours or so, i'll be on air!!! i mean aeroplane... hahahaa...

i'm heading to Thailand and will be back on 27th dec... miss me? lol...

well, if you dont already know, I HAVE AERO-PHOBIA!!! hahaaha.... so please pray for me my dear brothers and sisters in Christ... (:

wanna thank God so so much that i could have this opportunity to go for this mission trip... as these 2 weeks are my term break, i ought to have make-up lessons... however, and believe me, it is not coincident but planned already by my dearest Heavenly Father... my make-up classes are only till today, which make me not skip any one of them... i love you Jesus...







Monday
as i did my EC project, which we have to record a conversation with a child, i did with my lovely Ray... however, before the conversation starts, he looked dull and sad... i pressed the record button and said,
Me: come, sit with me... what happened to you?
...silence...... 10 seconds....
Me: tell me tell me... what happened?
silence..... then......
Ray: you know ah, everytime when you didnt come, i will think of you.
Me: (ohhhh.....) really ah..? why?
Ray: because i like you.....................
...a while later in the conversation...
Me: so you have a mei mei? how old is she?
Ray: she's 3 years old
Me: ohh, nursery here?
Ray: No. but she will start to go school after christmas.. another school..
Me: so what about you? are you going that another school too?
Ray: No. i'm not going... i come here then i can see you...
...(i hugged him tightly)

Ray really touched me that day... and a little surprise... that's because Ray is a very cheerful and lovely kid, therefore, i didnt expect him to say such thing... he made me realised that every child loves me so so much, but just that not all will express out their feelings... and i felt so sad and regretful for not noticing them and giving them enough attention... my heart aches now...

"O God, forgive me for what i've done and Lord, i pray that you will mould me into a person that never, never neglects any of your precious created child.... use me to be that role model in the children's lives... guide me as i teach these little angels and help me to appreciate each and every one of them... grant me abundant patience too... thank you Jesus, as i pray in your name."
























......amen




Oh... i wont be blogging already... till i come back,
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!

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